Drowso

Hey guys,
          
          Yes, I'm alive and didn't mysteriously die. However, this maybe have become apparent considering none of my books have been updated in over a year but unfortunately none of them will be continuing. I've lost a lot of motivation for writing and I've found it hard to come up with a compelling storyline that will be engaging and not cringe. I'm not entirely happy with the works I've produced but I won't take them down since I can see you guys still reread them, like them and put them on reading lists, and I appreciate that, really.
          
          As I stated in an earlier post, I've completely fallen out of the ONE fandom by now and I'm not exactly interested in it as I once was. I think it may have just been a major hyperfixation while the show was running but it slowly died after ONE 18. The same could happen with my new fixation on SolarBalls but who knows? Im not sure why I started many stories at once because I didn't exactly know how to continue them when the ideas came to me, all I knew was how they were going to start and end. Double Host was going to be similar the the real show, and thinking of it now, the characterisations of the characters were pretty shit, but it was going to have a happy ending. Caught By What? was originally going to actually have multiple ending and I was intending to end it in chapter 20 I think, but couldn't because the chapter would have been far too long. Don't worry, one of the ending involved Liam actually adopting Evelyn and being her dad. As for the Basilisk one, I'm actually not sure where I was going for that, didn't know how that was intended to end, to be honest. Just thought it would have been a cool concept. I often do this in my writing, even Irl in school for English, and I keep telling myself to think things through fully before starting but I never do.

are you alive anymore

Mama

✨️ BOOP ✨️
          You have been booped. Put this on 20 other profiles, and let the choas spread

DRWOSO AHSJEHSIN IDK IF U REMEMBER ME BUT HI I USED TO READ EVRYR SINGL ONE OF UR WORKS 

NOO YOU CANCELED DOUBLE HOST AND CAUGHT BY WHAT WAAA

Skip to end for a TL;DR if you don’t wanna do English class. 
          
          Hey, sorry for letting y’all starve for a few months. I’m alive and didn’t die! I’ve literally been having no motivation to write anything at all and I haven’t been getting any ideas of where to go next with most of my fics. I mean, I literally have less than half of a sodapack fic in SS that I literally haven’t been able to complete because I just don’t have the energy to try and type a whole ass fanfic. The best I’ve probably done since I last touched it was like 5 lines. It also probably doesn't help that I’ve also been slowly losing interest in ONE even after watching the new mini-series but have been gaining interest in stuff like Solarballs (Which I’ve done some stuff on Ao3 with, like one thing though so if you find me lmk bc I don’t go by Drowso on it lol). But I’ve also been looking over some of the fics, mostly my main two which are DH AU and CBW? And…I’ve started to find them extremely cringe, especially with how I formatted everything. It doesn’t help that I sometimes don’t phrase things right and they can come out wrong and I won’t notice, as I’ve seen from joke comments about some things I’ve written. But I don’t want to stop writing them, I want to complete them but maybe just revamp them and try to make them better than they originally started out as my first ever two fanfics. I’ve also been thinking of just scrapping the Rebranded AU because I don’t even know what the hell I’m even doing with it and don’t know how to progress with it at all, like it’s so out of left field and nothing really makes sense.
          
          So, what I’ve been thinking of doing is to basically reboot DH and CBW? Either during my Easter holidays or Summer holidays if I can, basically restart from scratch. I’ll be keeping the old books up because I know some of y’all re-read them, but also as a way to show myself my progression with writing.

Just found out you exist today, I think you’re cool :)
          Have a nice day

Just had another blackout that lasted 2 hours. Stop chewing the cables guys.

Just had a 40 minute power outage throughout my entire road. What the fuck just happened bro? World need to update or sum shit?