@Drunaforeva hi first please try to relax and maybe see a therapist I do it really helps for your mental help especially at a time like this you will feel better to talk to someone.I am also a writer and a painter.I think you should focus on your lessons more for your future career.When you want to relax prefer painting,reading,writing and doing sports.I believe social media will only affect you badly.Hope I could help thanks:)stay safe