@Dubudubu8 It isn't always your fault, although it may feel like it. Some things like loss in terms of friendships and even romantic relationships, just happen. Let it happen. I feel you, I don't want to ever lose anything or anybody ever again. I've invested so much love and time only to end up alone. But you can't control life. You can't own people. You can't solve everything. But there will always be love inside of you. Love that you deserve, and love that you can share to others, who need it too. You're not toxic—it is pain that makes us feel that way. Pain is toxic. But it isn't who you are. It doesn't define you. You're more than your pain, your fears, your insecurities, your losses. You are you.
