when i knew that i want to get better but my body is not f*cking cooperating  with me

when i f*cking down myself, it tells me that i will be useless in my upcoming future and sometimes i f*cking debating myself if i should do that thing

i literally want to stop it but sometimes my mind is keep on telling me that maybe i should do it

Debating myself is so f*cked up

Overthinking is f*cking not so good

Di naak maaram

Kaboboringgggg