Dumbledor8

Shayad main duniya ki sabse strong larki hu,  
          Jo subah sabse pehle "all good" ka reply karti hai.  
          Sabko kehti hai "tum kar loge",  
          Aur raat ko apne kamre mein gir kar... khud ko hi uthana padta hai.  
          
          Shayad meri muskurahat sabse mehengi jhooth hai,  
          Jo presentation mein, group mein, stories mein perfect lagti hai.  
          "Kya hua?" par ek hi jawab - "main theek hu",  
          Aur bathroom ke mirror mein 10 baar practice karti hu... ki awaaz na bharraaye.  
          
          Shayad khaali kamra hi mera eklauta dost hai,  
          Jo na sawaal karta hai, na chhod kar jaata hai.  
          Phone silent par bhi 100 baar check karti hu,  
          Par type karke delete kar deti hu... "kahi bojh na ban jaun."  
          
          Shayad main raat 2 baje kaali coffee banati hu,  
          Kadwi... bilkul meri neend jaisi.  
          Khidki se sheher ki roshni dekhti hu,  
          Aur sochti hu "itne logon ke beech... main phir bhi akeli kyun hu?"  
          
          Tootna dikhai nahi deta,  
          Kyunki main toot kar bhi meeting attend karti hu.  
          Akeli hona tanhai nahi...  
          Sabse gehra dard tab hota hai, jab sab tumhe "strong" bolte hain...  
          Aur tum andar se roz bikhar rahe ho.  
          
          Shayad ek din main thak jaungi,  
          Aur kisi se keh paungi "aaj mujhe mat sambhalna,  
          Bas mere saath baith jao. Chup. Bina advice ke."  
          Bina "tum to handle kar logi" bole.  
          
          Shayad main us larki se milu,  
          Jo sabke deadlines yaad rakhti hai,  
          Par khud ki neend bhool gayi hai.  
          Jo sabko "relax karo" kehti hai,  
          Aur khud raat bhar ceiling ginti hai.  
          
          Shayad main perfect nahi,  
          Main thaki hui hu. Darti hui hu. Khaali hu.  
          Darr lagta hai... ki agar ek baar gir gayi,  
          To koi uthayega bhi nahi... "kyunki tum to strong ho na."  
          
          Par phir bhi...  
          Shayad main kal bhi coffee banaungi.  
          Aur phir se muskurate hue duniya ko jhooth bolungi.  
          Is umeed se ki koi ek din meri aankhon ke peeche ka toofan dekh lega.

Hi how are you? Doing good? Current track ke upar kya kehna hai aapka 

@Dumbledor8 I am gonna miss u so much ... If u ever feel like coming back plz do ... We will wait for u  

To all my friends and my readers. And all those who need my help or even just a talk.
          
          You can always talk to me.
          I've taken a break from writing not from you all.
          I could never. I love you all a little too much 

*"Ghar Ka Mausam" *
          
          Ghar ki dehleez pe aaj kal,  
          Baadal se utre hain.  
          Na baarish hai, na dhoop,  
          Bas ek khamoshi rehti hai.  
          
          Ek kamra hai band,  
          Usme saansein bhi dheemi.  
          Chhota sa bhai mera,  
          Kisi soch me khoya sa.  
          
          Na koi baat, na koi hansi,  
          Raat der tak jaagta hai.  
          Papa pareshan, mummy chup,  
          Aur main... beech me pul si.  
          
          Kabhi lafz teer ban jaate hain,  
          "Tu hi wajah hai" keh dete hain.  
          Dil ko chubhta hai, haan,  
          Par main jaanti hu... ye dard hai, ilzaam nahi.  
          
          Main bojh nahi, main dua hu,  
          Jo is ghar ke liye maangi gayi.  
          Waqt lagega, sab theek hoga,  
          Bas sabar ka diya jalana hai.  
          
          Tu tension mat le meri dost,  
          Main girungi nahi, main sambhalungi 
          ya mar jaungi  
          Bas jab baadal zyada ghiren,  
          Duniya se janne se pahale 
          mujhe maaf kar dena

Ek baat batto yaar 
          Kya mae pagal hu 
          Ya kuch jayada hi buri or emotional fool
          Jo kisi ko meri baat sidhi samjh nahi aati

Kha ho madam

Kaha hai tuu??!?!?!?!

Dil chup ho toh use bolne mat do,  
          Khud se milna ho toh bheed chhod do.  
          Jo andar ro raha hai use ro lene do,  
          Kyunki barish ke baad hi toh rang ugte hain."_* 

कभी-कभी दिल चुप हो जाता है,
          बिन वजह ही कुछ खो जाता है।
          मुस्कान वही चेहरे पर रहती है
          ,पर अंदर कुछ रो जाता है।
          बातें अब कम सी हो गई हैं,
          खामोशी ज़्यादा बोल जाती है,
          जो कहना था दिल से कभी,
          वो स्याही में ढल जाती है। 
          हम हँसते हैं दुनिया के साथ,
          पर खुद से मिलना रह जाता है
          ,भीड़ में सबके होते हुए भी,
          कोई अपना कम सा लग जाता है।
          शायद यही सफ़र है ज़िंदगी का,
          थोड़ा पाना, थोड़ा खोना
          ,और जो रह गया अनकहा कहीं
          ,उसे... चुपचाप महसूस करना।