idonthavejams

I'm not sure if you're still active, but I love your profile Ɛ>

saw jonghyuns last tattoo was "bye." and now im gonna so cry myself to sleep. i miss him. rest in peace, you were so strong and loved by many. if any of you guys are struggling please talk to someone, even if you don't want to.
          i love you all very much, stay healthy, safe, and happy.
          love,
          abby <33

hey i just wanna start this off by saying thanks to the  people on here, you know who you are and what you've done for me. ive stopped cutting, and am in a MUCH better place now. i know life has its ups and downs, and im ready to take on the challenge!! hoping for more good days, and i love you all very much. stay safe and happy always.
          
          love,
          abby <33

hiii so if anyone could like recommend me some good college/school au takook please

might have corona yeehaw

literally nobody sees these bc i have very few followers but i need to rant for a sec. i had a sleepover with one of my absolute best friends on friday. she knows i self harm and is currently trying to get me to stop, (not that im actually listening tho lol). anyways, we launched into this whole thing about suicide and she kept telling me it was selfish if i took my own life. idk but it made me even more fucking suicidal just hearing those words come out of her mouth. im just so fucking done with everything. im in so much pain. why is this even happening to me?

heyy friends i just wanted  to idk, shout out(?) an author on here, @drexmpjm. her (or they, or he, im not entirely sure of your gender, sorry hehe), are an amazing author, make sure to check out their books!! <33

so i was talking to my mom on the way to the store, and i was telling her about how me coming out had damaged most of my relationships with my friends, and then brought  up religion and shit. im basically an atheist, but my parents are both conservative. i told her how the statement in leviticus or smth about "man shall not lie with man" was actually talking about pedophilia and how people take it the wrong way, and she proceeded to badger me about where i heard that from, tell me that my sources weren't credible, and, to top off the cake, looked me dead in the eyes and I KID YOU NOT said ,"well, we shouldn't live lives of sin" and that's on toxic households and homophobic conservative republican parents, and the reason for my fucking internalized homophobia hehe.

yoooo if anyone here knows what my profile pic is from i'll be ur best friend

My legs are torn up
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Bc I fell off my longboard earlier