Duskmndr

New chapter of Chaotic heart is out hope you will enjoy it.
          	This chapter is continued of chapter 2. 
          	
          	https://www.wattpad.com/1576812911-solace

Duskmndr

I don't like writing anymore or I can say i can't write like before the way I used to. The reason that I realised now was no response from readers. Means the one who read they left nothing and barely anyone was reading so I doubted my skills and then stopped writing then struggled more and more day by day with writing. 
          
          Now I don't know on which stage I am as a writer or should I even call myself one now. Yes I am sharing a new story which isn't new it was my oneshot book story which I am sharing as a short book. But I don't know who is reading and the algorithm is making it hard for the book to reach out to new readers since I was off for a while. 
          
          *Sigh* I hope that things fall on the brighter side. I don't know why I like to keep hopes high even when things are barely going well for my story.
          
          See I am not writing this to again sympathy or throwing an emotional trap to gain attention. I am just sharing thoughts and what I am feeling nowadays. I want readers to read it cuz they want to not by any force cuz I am clueless if the story is going well or not. 
          
          Still I am writing and just writing which feels meaningless. 
          
          Writing is smth that I used to enjoy but now it feels burdensome smt not cuz I hate it now but I have lost it. For a person losing their skills is smth they hate and I am going through that. 
          
          But I am still trying to get it back by writing. Hope that it's not that bad and boring to read.

Duskmndr

Nowadays I don't open Wattpad often like before and it was first time I was away for 10 days, means i haven't opened the app for 10days and right now I felt like I should check and BOOM!!! 
          
          Like after decades I am seeing 65+ notifications that too only mine like not about updates or announcements of other authors. They were for class reunion.
          
          Like out of nowhere the book is in hype again and getting votes, reads and people are adding it to the reading list. DAMN GIVE ME A MOMENT TO DIGEST THIS!!!!!!
          
          Why!? Why!? Means i was thinking that I lost the will for writing and all. Why am I even running this Wattpad account? Gosh then my book is in air, hahaha!!!
          
          But THANK U. 
          
          Ik my account is dead since years with no updates means i did but there was change in plan so I have to back off, again Yeah!!! But I hope I'll be able to share that story at least. 
          
          Anyways I am talking and ranting so bye bye 
          
          Again thank you so much for class reunion readers to still let my book stay alive in your life. LOVE U ALL!!

Duskmndr

I thought of sharing a new story last night but now when I am reading it again to check I'm not liking the chapter at all ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ (HELP--) . Atp I'm editing the whole chapter cuz suddenly everything feels off, every scene feels out of plot and unreasonable. I was like 'one second why the hell I wrote this'. I AM DOOMED ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ.

ink_by_yaz

Fire and water can never belong together." Yet, they did. And the world burned for it.
          
          A love that defied fate.
          A betrayal that shattered kingdoms.
          A past lost in time... but not forgotten.
          
          Now, in a world where they were never meant to exist, they meet again. Strangers with no memory, yet bound by something deeper than destiny itself.
          
          When the past resurfaces, will love find its way back-or will history repeat itself in the cruelest way?
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/389514360?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=ink_by_yaz
          
          Give a try to this book 
          I hope you'll enjoy 
          Thanks for your time ❤️

ink_by_yaz

@ink_by_yaz tq so much dear ❤️
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Duskmndr

@ink_by_yaz I'll surely try your book dear. It seems interesting
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Duskmndr

este mensaje puede ser ofensivo 
WATTPAD GAVE ME GIFT IN NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
          
          
          
          
          
          FINALLY AFTER 3 MONTHS FUCKING 3 MONTHS, THE NOTIFICATION COUNTS ARE SHOWING ON HOMEPAGE. (⁠ ⁠≧⁠Д⁠≦⁠)
          
          Today after I reported to Wattpad about this and they fixed it shdhskshslakbdjdndbdnd 
          
          I'm gonna cry. 
          
          For a writer why those notifications counts are imp just a writer can understand. 
          
          Never mind guyssssssss
          
          
          HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!❤️ 
          
          let's spend the next year with the new us, new feelings, new resolutions, new hopes and with old bonds.

authorrjudy

@Duskmndr Happy New Year Dear ❤️
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