All my life I've confronted issues head on and lost a few friends that way. I would then shrug and move on, considering that they must have not been very good friends if such situations could break our relationship. Now I'm learning differently, I'm learning that maybe the problem is me after all. So I'm thinking back to all those friends that I've lost or misunderstandings I've had and it's crippling to think that maybe I was the one at fault.
Maybe if I'd handled things differently.
Maybe if I wasn't so goddamn stubborn.
Maybe...
I dunno. I now wish I could go back and rewrite our history. You can't believe how sorry I am that I can't. And the bridges are so badly burnt, apologies can't fix 'em. I can't do jackshit about the past but I can try to change that crazy stubborn "my way or no way" attitude to salvage future relationships.
I can't tell the people I wish to so I'll just leave this here. Much good that'll do since they are not even on this site.
