Dustyrider_01

Pain...
          	
          	It's the only emotion that my life is revolving around. I don't know what living is anymore. I feel like I'm slipping in and out of consciousness as the world spins faster and faster...
          	
          	My dad's dead. My cat's dead. My dog is barely clinging to life. My grades are dropping. My date dumped me. Nothing seems to matter anymore.
          	
          	My life has fallen and broke. Into millions of pieces. And now the broken glass that it once was is stabbing me in the back. I feel the tears should be there, but they refuse to escape my eyes. I just don't know anymore....

joystargirl2

@Dustyrider_01 Dustyrider_01 You're welcome. Life throws you trials everyday, but that doesn't mean you have to face them alone. If there is anything or any question you have, just pm me. I might not answer right away, but I will answer as soon as I can or when I have the chance. I hope you feel better now and remember that we are all here for you. If you need anything, we'll be here, by your side. Love you!!☺
          	                                      ~ joystargirl2
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joystargirl

@Dustyrider_01. No problem. That's what friends are for. I will be here whenever you need me. As will my sister. This trial is one that you will pass and succeed onward.
          	                                 ~joystargirl
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Dustyrider_01

@joystargirl2  thanks. To both you and your sister. I'm doing much better now that I have a great group of people in my life that encourage me onward. You guys are great ;)
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Dustyrider_01

Pain...
          
          It's the only emotion that my life is revolving around. I don't know what living is anymore. I feel like I'm slipping in and out of consciousness as the world spins faster and faster...
          
          My dad's dead. My cat's dead. My dog is barely clinging to life. My grades are dropping. My date dumped me. Nothing seems to matter anymore.
          
          My life has fallen and broke. Into millions of pieces. And now the broken glass that it once was is stabbing me in the back. I feel the tears should be there, but they refuse to escape my eyes. I just don't know anymore....

joystargirl2

@Dustyrider_01 Dustyrider_01 You're welcome. Life throws you trials everyday, but that doesn't mean you have to face them alone. If there is anything or any question you have, just pm me. I might not answer right away, but I will answer as soon as I can or when I have the chance. I hope you feel better now and remember that we are all here for you. If you need anything, we'll be here, by your side. Love you!!☺
                                                ~ joystargirl2
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joystargirl

@Dustyrider_01. No problem. That's what friends are for. I will be here whenever you need me. As will my sister. This trial is one that you will pass and succeed onward.
                                           ~joystargirl
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Dustyrider_01

@joystargirl2  thanks. To both you and your sister. I'm doing much better now that I have a great group of people in my life that encourage me onward. You guys are great ;)
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Dustyrider_01

Woah I literally have not been on in a month, but for good reasons. I've been putting a lot of thought into my writing and have been working on a creative writing assignment for school. I've decided to turn the assignment into a book for you guys to read so I've been working on how that will play out. I'm hoping to update my Broken book very soon but I'm going to put it on hold while I work on my new book. Chao

Dustyrider_01

It hurts so much.
          
          I went to the girl that died in the crash's vigil tonight. I cant bear the loss of this innocent girl. Two of my other friends were featured on the news and watching them tear up on television just caused me to break. I couldn't keep my brave face on anymore. I cried until there were no more tears.
          
          Miss you already Summer!!!! D':

Dustyrider_01

So my life really sucks.
          
          My dog has cancer and now this....
          
          One of my friends were killed in a deadly head-on car crash Wednesday evening. The whole class is in tears. We barely ran a mile in XC, too sad to even think.
          
          14 is too young to die. She was too nice. Too pretty. Her blond hair and blue eyes accented her perfect smile, lighting up the world. But it's gone. It's gone to some idiot while fell asleep behind the wheel.
          
          FELL ASLEEP!!!!!!! What get's me the worst is that he is at fault for the crash, killing mother and child, leaving the grandmother in critical condition. This guy is basically unharmed. In stable condition. At home.
          
          No. Just no. No sweet girl or a mother of two should have to die!!!!
          
          I mean, I wasn't really close to her, but we were friends, and this has left a piece of my heart missing.
          
          On Wednesday, I was at cross country with my good friends, running a nice 4 mile run when we heard the siren sound (small town). None if us payed any attention to what that was. What happened. Never dawned on us that we just lost a member of our Duanesburg family.
          
          <3 We love you Summer! R.I.P

Dustyrider_01

I just found out my dog had cancer. I mean why does life have to do such things to us!!! I cant handle loosing my best friend in the whole world. I guess I'll just have to savor these last couple of days.

morningstyless

@Dustyrider_01 Awh, I am so sorry. It will get better, I promise. Love, Perrieeele :*
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