Dvn_enjoyer
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Tw: Vent and shit I prob shouldn’t say
God I feel fucking disgusting for doing something filthy again I tell myself not to do it and I try to change when I fucking can’t. It really makes me feel like shit to stay up this late just to do such acts again I feel disgusting and like a degenerate each night after I do this . I make reckless choices in school and life and my life is going into a mess right now. I do it over and over again knowing I should change when I just can’t any more . It’s not been just a few months it’s disgusting because it’s been around for a year or two since I’m addicted to the stuff.Feel like I don’t fucking deserve to even say what I actually feel rn
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I see why I barely have friends and none of my friendships last after all who the fuck wants to spend time with a degenerate like me. I’m so mentally and emotionally done with all of this shit knowing well I’ve gotten to far into the addictions
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