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I wish, I wish,
I wish I was four again,
When I play with my sister,
And I watched the Backyardagains,
When I woke up and went to school happily,
When I wasn't so broken,
When I spent time with my family
I wish, I wish,
I wasn't thirteen right now,
So broken, so tired,
Of the life I lead right now,
I can't sleep most nights and school desks are like beds,
I get straight A's, but I feel stupid, like shit,
I went on a date, with a boy I don't like,
He's only my friend,
But he's just not my type,
I look in the mirror, I don't see what he finds as pretty,
I see ugly, I see fat, I see what he doesn't see,
Boys like me, girls have asked me out,
I don't see what that's all about,
I look in the mirror, and see nothing to like,
I look in the mirror, I see, what fat and dumb alike,
They think I'm smart, but I don't even get they're jokes,
They think I'm funny, but I don't see what was the joke,
They think I'm pretty, but I don't see it.