DynamiteMonkeyMaster

Okay, so, I reviewed the comments I've left in stories and I realized something, I'm a savage. I say some savage äss shît sometimes. Plus I need to check myself, I curse a lot.

DynamiteMonkeyMaster

I can't sleep tonight
          Wide awake and so confused
          Everything's in line
          But I am bruised
          I need a voice to echo
          I need a light to take me home
          I kinda need a hero
          Is it you?
          
          I never see the forest for the trees
          I could really use your melody
          Baby I'm a little blind
          I think it's time for you to find me
          
          Can you be my nightingale?
          Sing to me
          I know you're there
          You could be my sanity
          But bring me peace
          Sing me to sleep
          Say you'll be my nightingale
          
          Somebody speak to me
          Cause I'm feeling like hell
          Need you to answer me
          I'm overwhelmed
          I need a voice to echo
          I need a light to take me home
          I need a star to follow
          I don't know
          
          I never see the forest for the trees
          I could really use your melody
          Baby I'm a little blind
          I think it's time for you to find me
          
          Can you be my nightingale?
          Sing to me
          I know you're there
          You could be my sanity
          But bring me peace
          Sing me to sleep
          Say you'll be my nightingale
          
          I don't know what I'd do without you
          Your words are like a whisper cutting through
          As long as you are with me here tonight
          I'm good
          
          Can you be my nightingale?
          Feels so close
          I know you're there
          Oh, nightingale
          You sing to me
          I know you're there
          'Cause baby you're my sanity
          You bring me peace
          Sing me to sleep
          Say you'll be my nightingale
          
          Oh
          Mm, mm
          Mm
          
          I need a Nightingale right now.

DynamiteMonkeyMaster

Sometimes, I look at my little sister and feel like crying. She goes through so much pain everyday. She is my Hero, my Warrior. She fights everyday to stay alive. I love her and i don't know what I would ever do without her. Knowing that at any moment she could die of almost anything is the bad part. I don't want my hero to fall. This poem fits perfectly. She almost died after a surgery a few months ago and then a few days ago, I read this poem in ELA. It's by Tupac
          
          when your hero falls from grace
          all fairy tales r uncovered
          myths exposed and pain magnified
          the greatest pain discovered
          u taught me 2 be strong
          but im confused 2 c u so weak
          u said never 2 give up
          and it hurts 2 c u welcome defeat
          
          when ure hero falls so do the stars
          and so does the perception of tomorrow
          without my hero there is only
          me alone 2 deal with my sorrow
          your heart ceases 2 work
          and your soul is not happy at all
          what r u expected 2 do
          when ure only hero falls

DynamiteMonkeyMaster

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I wish, I wish,
          I wish I was four again,
          When I play with my sister, 
          And I watched the Backyardagains,
          When I woke up and went to school happily,
          When I wasn't so broken, 
          When I spent time with my family
          
          I wish, I wish,
          I wasn't thirteen right now,
          So broken, so tired, 
          Of the life I lead right now,
          I can't sleep most nights and school desks are like beds,
          I get straight A's, but I feel stupid, like shit, 
          
          I went on a date, with a boy I don't like,
          He's only my friend, 
          But he's just not my type,
          I look in the mirror, I don't see what he finds as pretty,
          I see ugly, I see fat, I see what he doesn't see,
          
          Boys like me, girls have asked me out,
          I don't see what that's all about, 
          I look in the mirror, and see nothing to like,
          I look in the mirror, I see, what fat and dumb alike,
          
          They think I'm smart, but I don't even get they're jokes,
          They think I'm funny, but I don't see what was the joke,
          They think I'm pretty, but I don't see it.

DynamiteMonkeyMaster

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Why do people think that abortion is okay. Abortion is fucking murder. You don't even give the damn kid a chance. People say, 'The doctor told me that the baby might be born with cancer' or 'with Down syndrome', so fucking what. My mom was told that I might have been born with a fucking tumor, guess what, I was the fucking healthiest baby my mom had. Why the fuck is abortion legal. I mean slaughter isn't legal, but abortion is? What's the damn difference between the two. 'What if they were born with it? I don't want my kid to live a hard life'. Life is supposed to be fucking hard. If there wasn't a problem in life then life would just be boring as shit. So stop Abortion, that shit is murder.