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                I wish, I wish,
          I wish I was four again,
          When I play with my sister, 
          And I watched the Backyardagains,
          When I woke up and went to school happily,
          When I wasn't so broken, 
          When I spent time with my family
          
          I wish, I wish,
          I wasn't thirteen right now,
          So broken, so tired, 
          Of the life I lead right now,
          I can't sleep most nights and school desks are like beds,
          I get straight A's, but I feel stupid, like shit, 
          
          I went on a date, with a boy I don't like,
          He's only my friend, 
          But he's just not my type,
          I look in the mirror, I don't see what he finds as pretty,
          I see ugly, I see fat, I see what he doesn't see,
          
          Boys like me, girls have asked me out,
          I don't see what that's all about, 
          I look in the mirror, and see nothing to like,
          I look in the mirror, I see, what fat and dumb alike,
          
          They think I'm smart, but I don't even get they're jokes,
          They think I'm funny, but I don't see what was the joke,
          They think I'm pretty, but I don't see it.