Myrn Dyr (last name private)

So I'm actually not dead.
          Just life being what it is, tried to save an 8-year relationship and apparently, I did it the wrong way. 
          
          || Below is unnecessary venting lol please skip it ||
          
          
          It kinda sucks when you start to see your partner as a friend instead. Of course, when I finally had to tell them it went....awfully. So I lost a dear friend after trying 3 years to figure out how not to and realise this was always going to be the outcome anyway.
          
          You can't tell someone "Hey, I kinda fell out of romantic love with you - but I still really love you platonically....like so much." that just doesn't work. But it was better than continuing to live a lie and set them free.
          
          ...even if he has chosen to remain bitter at me and the world. I've given up the hope that one day he'll see that I was honestly and Still am in his corner whenever he needs me, whenever he heels. I'm just not his girlfriend, I'm a friend.
          
          I'm just gonna curl up in a ball Play Dragon age, Continue my writing, and finish drawings that should have been completed AGES ago. I'm pretty sure I'm just meant to be by myself at this point. But that's not all too terrible either, I like me well enough that Myself and I can grow old together.
          
          on a bright note, the anxiety isn't killing me any more of "oh no what if."

Happy Dragon Age Day!
          Wish I could celebrate with a round of wicked grace lol

....did the little elf with pigtails in the ESO trailers remind anyone else of a cutesy Sera? I mean....right down to how she fired her arrows and some mannerisms?
          
          :P it's the wedding dress - chantry mother dress, Falmer Solas doppelganger all over again.

The lesson of the week: Every man named Ragnar dies in a way that's totally not epic.
          
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          sure in Vikings thier Ragnar gave a  nice speech....but then they just droped him in snakes and he wasn't what he used to be anyway. The AC version was a "bit" cooler as you saw it as a memory vission thing. Yeah I am well aware that the sankes were venomous but still....Rather my viking heroes get sliced to bits - Last stand it.
          
          in The Last kingdom the little boy (not really but he was very wimpy) offed him in his sleep whilst Ragnar the Younger was half naked lol it was just humiliating so much so that I was hard to feel too sad. Now his father Ragnar the Fearless DID die while being burned alive and sighting off soldiers....that was epic. so maybe not all Ragnar's die pitifully.
          
          Never calling my sons Ragnar tho - nope.

We've hit a point that we're really considering taking Gydeon in a slightly different direction. My small Dev team are no longer happy with the name. It doesn't have that fantasy game UMPH to it.
          
          and now we are currently wondering if we should transition it to fully high fantasy. Adding fae, beast races, pixies, and you know the ultra fantasy creatures to it. Going a Faery, Elder Scrolls, DnD route with it.
          
          Or if we should keep it on its current fantasy level, somewhere between Franchises such as Fable, Dragon Age, and Lord of The Rings.
          
          I probably won't see this thing fully developed until I'm like 60 because we are overdoing it with game mechanics and features. We are trying really hard to have something for everyone and while it is making this a massive feat, I think it'll be worth it in the end.
          
           Hoping to open an official website soon to show off our scraps.
          
          I am very thankful to our other writers who fix my shotty grammar.

Sorry I've been gone, Have been feeling horrible as this possible bone shard is making eating hard all over again. I am not sure if they are supposed to hurt this bad? But I can't get in to see my dentist until the 14th. 
          
          still, on the bright side >:3 my holiday is coming: Candy, pranks, scaring everyone, and blasting "They're Coming to Take Me Away, Ha-Haaa!" You haven't lived my friends until you have skipped down the street in costume singing "Ho ho, hee hee, ha ha, To the funny farm"
          
          
          .....I'm also I am pretty sure the verses to that song are every Inquisitor's theme song who: romanced Solas. Not kidding, if you've never heard the song, find it, listen to it or look up the lyrics lol

DYR I JUST MET TAVEN FOR THE FIRST TIME?!!?!? I been playing this game for how long?!?!?!!!??????? 

:') back to the dentist, it's been two months and I think I've got a bone shard sticking out, It's mildly painful, and the gum has grown back around it.....too far back for me to pull out myself and frankly I am afraid to.
          
          thinking happy thoughts about making Buckwheat Honey Mead.

When my mind is all over the place: Lets learn to make mead, >:3 my first born shall be called Ceadda, I want a trip to the mountains to collect sap, time to tidy room, hey look a dime for the time bottle, I still neeed to name Mr.Moose properly, I miss the snow, I want candy, weee Halloween,  wants to bake meat pie, needs to burn incense, why is my playlist not like a normal person...., I miss my toenail, note to self never bash toe again *knocks elbow on the doorknob so much better*

I'm drawing one of my inquisitors in her winter palace attire that I imagine in my head...its comprised of in-game clothing bits. and the picture looks empty so  If anyone has a description or image of their inquisitors, I'd gladly draw them into the piece as well. taking up to two extra Inkys.