Dysphoriaaaaaaaaaaa

ohh mafu6. im so scared.

Dysphoriaaaaaaaaaaa

uhhjh ummmmm um. itai koto wa kirai desu ga
          kimi no tenohira wa kirai janai
          kotoba wa amedama mitai ni
          amaku hirogatte kokoro mitasu
          
          aa zenzen wakattenai eien ni iudoori
          kanzen ni fea ja nai
          (doko ni ite mo)
          aa "nande?" wa kiitenai motto motto ano ko 
          mitai ni kawaiku nara nakucha
          
          aijou wa soumei ni
          shoukon wa How many?
          mou tai da itai no datte
          wakannaku naru
          
          enmei matatabi
          shuuni gohoubi
          "mou iyan natta" tte  
          hanasarenai you ni
          
          kyou datte chanto
          naisho no kedzukuroi
          nyan tte ii ko ni suru kara
          aishite
          
          Everybody Today is rubbing day
          Get it Get it This is my courtship
          Any Any Any time is fine with me
          Gimme Gimme Love me, my darling
          
          aitai wo machigai nante minna wa iu
          tori tsukarete iru tte
          nara kono mune de uzuku
          shime tsukeru you na setsuna sa wa nan nano?
          
          erabu kotoba tomadou yubisaki
          tansei na yokogao
          (watashi shika shiranai)
          aa randamu gokigen moshikashite kyou wa
          yasashiku nadete kureru no kana?
          
          kimi no sore ga taerareru no
          shuugai de watashi dake nanda yo ne
          akarasama ni karada masa ni
          "mou iya da" tte hanarerarenai yo ne
          
          sou da yo ne?
          
          kanjou wa joujou ni uttae wa shoushou ni
          mou Lie mo sai no you ni
          korogaseba ii
          kankitsu no nioi datte shinogu no da
          mou kandatte shikarareru dake dashi
          
          kyou datte chanto ohiza de otonashiku
          nyan tte osuki na you ni
          kanzen touta shite