//Vent (if you see, you're welcome to ignore)
I absolutely HATE when my mom yells at me (knowing it causes attacks/flashbacks) and then forget about in a minute, not seeing anything wrong but if I accidentally raise my voice higher than normal then oh boy I never hear the end of it. Like she'll make me feel like my birth was a existence and all that "just three more years then you can leave this house"
Like talk about hypocrisy
life has just been really shitty for me and it's to the point I can't even update anything, due to the lack of motivation and the lack of having any energy to do anything what so ever