EGGPLANT_MAN

I’m in constant agonizing pain please end my sufferings 

schoolaltforbadkarmi

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This is for the lions living in the wiry broke down frames
          Of my friends' bodies
          When the flood water comes, it ain't gonna be clear
          It's gonna look like mud
          But I will help you swim, I will help you swim
          I'm gonna help you swim
          This is for the snakes and the people they bite
          For the friends I've made, for the sleepless nights
          For the warning signs I've completely ignored
          There's an amount to take, reasons to take more
          It's no big surprise you turned out this way
          When they close their eyes and prayed you would change
          And they cut your hair, and sent you away
          You stopped by my house the night you escaped
          With tears in my eyes, I begged you to stay
          You said, "Hey man, I love you, but no fucking way!"
          I'm sure that we could find something for you to do on stage
          Maybe shake a tambourine or when I sing, you sing harmonies
          This is for the lake that me and my friends swim in
          Naked and dumb on a drunken night
          But it should've felt good, but I can hear the Jaws theme song
          On repeat in the back of my mind
          Make sure you kiss your knuckles before you punch me in the face
          There are lessons to be learned
          Consequences for all the stupid things I say
          And it is no big surprise you turned out this way
          The spark in your eyes, the look on your face
          I will not...
          I'm sure that we could find something for you to do on stage (be late)
          Maybe shake a tambourine or when I sing, you sing harmonies
          I wanna contribute to the chaos
          I don't wanna watch and then complain
          'Cause I am through finding blame
          That is the decision that I have made
          She hopes I'm cursed forever
          To sleep on a twin-sized mattress
          In somebody's attic or basement my whole life
          Never graduating up in size to add another
          And my nightmares will have nightmares every night
          Oh, every night, every night

EGGPLANT_MAN

I’m gay for someone who doesn’t know how gay I am for them

schoolaltforbadkarmi

@EGGPLANT_MAN vents to self cutley, I just wish they actually understood how i felt. i wish they really loved me, i wish i was someone else i wish they weren't dating someone i wish they wont see them. all of these wishes, but nothing will change. i try and try but always end up failing, or hurt. What is the reason i am alive? just to help everyone and never get what i want for once??  i cant keep doing this, i have bad thoughts everyday, and i just cant anymore, im always sad and stuff. i just need a hug. a real hug, i need to feel like a person again. please, i just want him. i need him. i would kill anyone for him. hes mine. he just doesnt know it. if i cant get what I want. ill just force it!!. or maybe not, im to soft hearted to do anything to anybody. even if they hurt me.
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schoolaltforbadkarmi

@EGGPLANT_MAN i know who that is muhahahah wait i am you...OFC I KNOW WHO THAT IS.......Waaaa i wish that day was farther away.
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