Really need someone to talk to. Got in an online relationship just over a month ago, was blocked most of the time, and a couple days ago he got back in contact so I decided to give him another shot. But then he tried to make things sexual and I told him not before I knew him better only for him to block me right after reading my message. I know I shouldn’t feel bad about any of this but it was my first “boyfriend” if I’m willing to even call him that and while I didn’t love him or anything I still feel like I’m about to cry and I can’t even turn to my friends right now.