ELENA-LAYLA

I'm feeling a lot right now and I don't have no one to share this with so I'll write it here 
          	I met a guy who seemed interested in me at first, I'll be honest he's not bad but he wasn't my type 
          	I told myself why not right ? I mean he was nice and kinda funny 
          	Usually I don't talk to men, I don't really believe in boys/girls friendship so I knew we weren't friends 
          	Since he was the only one I was talking to I quickly got used and attached to him 
          	And then I noticed that the more I became invested the more he became distant 
          	I felt horrible, had all kind of thoughts running through my head, maybe I'm annoying maybe I'm not beautiful enough maybe .... 
          	And then one day I sent the last message and he never replied so I decided I won't send another one
          	Slowly I began forgetting him, I deleted our conversation, pictures everything that reminded me of him 
          	At some point I no longer expected him in my life again and felt as if I truly moved on 
          	3 days ago he texted me 
          	I swore I won't reply but I did 
          	And once more he made me understand that he reached out to me not bcz he realized I'm important but just because he's clearly bored 
          	I'm feeling stupid, all those feelings I thought I forgot came back to me
          	And I know I'm important, that there are so many people who actually care for me and that he's just a jerk for playing games with me but I don't know why it's hunting my head and making me feel so bad about myself
          	I'm really sorry
          	I'm not used to sharing my feelings with people I don't know but since nobody know me here it's okay right

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@ELENA-LAYLA Hello, Reading this, I couldn’t help thinking: this sounds exactly like a conversation happening at the next table in a café.
          	  
          	  Two friends, one coffee, and someone saying: « I was finally getting better… and then he texted me. »
          	  
          	  That’s actually the kind of story I write in my Wattpad series « À la table d’à côté. »
          	  
          	  Whatever happens, don’t be too hard on yourself. Caring about someone was never the mistake.✨
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Rumi_Tsukino

@ELENA-LAYLA 
          	  Hello :) ! I write on my individual account and subscribe to you ;) ! Actually @Rumi_Kawaii is a common account we created with @Sarah_Kawaii ;) ! Take good care of yourself ❤️❤️❤️ !
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Rumi_Kawaii

@ELENA-LAYLA 
          	  Hello darling :) ! You did great while sharing your feelings with us ❤️ ! It was brave from you to speak with your heart ❤️ ! This boy doesn't deserve you ! I've already said it to other people but it means you haven't found the right person, a one you can rely on, who is ready to listen to you and who truly cares... You're precious to this world (so don't feel guilty about your feelings and don't doubt about it ;D). I hope my message will help you feel better and in a warmer atmosphere ❤️ ! Forgive me if I made mistakes as I'm not English :'D... Take good care of yourself darling and do not hesitate to talk when you need to :) ! Talking is a relief and a way to set you free ❤️ !
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emilia2481

Coucou,
          Merci beaucoup pour l'abonnement, une raison particulière ????
          
          J'espère que mes écrits te plairont, n'hésite pas à me donner ton avis, rien ne me fera plus plaisir !!!!!
          
          Hâte de te lire !!!
          
          Bisous ❤️❤️✨✨