Ik like nobody follows me lol but just gonna put this out there because I can :/ I fr feel so tired rn because iv been up for hours reading but wattpad is litterly my escape from reality. But I know what in a few hours I have to wake up and reality sets back in and I realize how much crap I have to do all in one day and my parents just expect it to happen like I can't ever be good enought for them even if I can do it all. Sometimes I just wish all these storys I read hear were true I wish I could get up everyday and not dread it. I wish could wake up and not have to worry about rushing to work, and then finishing school work and doing chores and still manage to make time to text friends and be social without panicking every 5 seconds that I missed something. I wish I could look someone in the eye when talking to them without getting anxious or speak out loud and not second guess every word that I say. I just...I wish I didn't feel like such a screw up sometimes.
