"Hi! I am Sihaa. Not my real name tho but it means a lot to me. These stories are the imaginary universes I try to live in my dreams. All of the stories have a bit of me and my loved ones. However, if you find yourself in them who you can relate to, Then welcome to my world. Also to those who don't feel like relating. Be open to me and you can talk to me anytime. The date I joined is my birthday by the way. Yes, I am 15." This is what my lips say but this is what my mind says. "People used to say I was sweet and was sensitive. They comforted me with beautiful lies that ended up shattering my heart in my chest. The day I discovered I was surrounded by fake people, there was a death. Death of an innocent soul. It was me. My childhood was cheerfully eerie and empty. I walked the path of thorns since I was practically a kid. My high school is destruction. It destroyed my life. I got a companion who protected me and promised to be with me. But then suddenly hatred surrounds me and every one shows the double personalities to me. Being  fine with me and bitching about me behind my back. Waking up with new and scary facts about my life scares me to death and I yearn for pure love and comfort. Stranded alone in the path of this overwhelming emotions, I wish I could end all of this right now... Now people say they see a person who is tired and defeated in every aspect of life and they are not wrong. All I have on my face is blankness and unbearable pain of separation lingering in my heart. I am so sorry for existing... I think it's the same with all of us.
  • Abu Dhabi
  • JoinedJanuary 11, 2018

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