EMILYT_WALSH

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I'm fucking pissed right now I literally paid for the subscription and it sent me a Gmail saying cancel subscription because payment was low? Like I already paid for it Thursday???

EMILYT_WALSH

I'm so stressed right now like I know what I want to write for Love Among The Dead but when I go to type it it's not good enough so I'm sorry guys this chapter is gonna take awhile

StardustHex

Hey, I just wanted to say I totally get that feeling ☺️ like having the scene so clear in your head but it won’t come out right?? It’s the worst.
            
            Also, I peeked at your profile before and you have sooo many good ideas and stories going on ✨ like genuinely, the concepts are really strong. I wonder if part of the stress is just having so many projects at once? Maybe focusing on just one or two for now might help you get into the flow and actually move forward with them 
            
            Something that helped me before is just loosely mapping things out. like Act 1, 2, 3 or key plot beats. so when I sit down to write, I’m not starting from nothing.
            
            But yeah, don’t rush yourself. The chapter will come together, promise ♥️
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EMILYT_WALSH

Did I say the wrong thing?
          Why did they pause before replying?  
          I should’ve handled that differently.  
          What if something bad happens today?  
          Did I lock the door?  
          Did I check on the baby enough?  
          Why is my heart beating so fast for no reason?  
          I’m tired… but my mind won’t turn off.  
          Everyone else seems calm — why can’t I just relax?  
          What if I forget something important?  
          What if I’m not doing enough?  
          What if I am too much?
          
          Okay, breathe.  
          Just act normal.  
          Smile.  
          Keep going.  
          Nobody can tell.
          
          And somehow the world keeps moving while your thoughts run in circles you can’t step out of.
          
          This is what living with anxiety feels like —  
          a mind that never fully rests,  
          a heart always bracing for something it can’t name,  
          and learning how to live, love, and show up anyway•_•

EMILYT_WALSH

Ik I'm posting this late but like I said I haven't been feeling good but anyways. To all the new people reading my books like Broken Souls.  I'm not saying names but I got a comment that says "Wow that means she and Rick had Carl at 24 and 15" like it clearly says "STEPSON"  but clearly I said Jade is his "STEPMOM" not his real mom. Like I don't get some people like I have a mind to just take all my books back down because they don't read the character's right, Like I'm so annoyed.

EMILYT_WALSH

Sorry guys for not updating any of my stories, I caught a cold and I'm just now getting over it. I will be back to updating Next week and the first story that will be updated first will be "Love Among The Dead". :)

Tolini_mami

@EMILYT_WALSH heck yeah to that update next week! Until then,  Take care of yourself ~ <3
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