having a crush on someone is so cute. There's this person I started having feels and I find it cute that they always make me smile even if they're not doing anything special. For example, whenever they start a conversation with me, I get butterflies in my stomach for some reason. And their smile?? Omg, I'm whipped. The way I became flustered whenever they smile so genuinely. Smiles are the feature in appearance I'm weak for.
I forgot the feeling of admiring someone, the last and the only person I had a crush on was my Elementary best friend. I'm just glad that I admire someone's existence, wholeheartedly.
I don't expect a "crush back" or reciprocated feelings, I just want to admire their existence.
-jayk