𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧𝐚

i've been loving u for thirteen years today <3
          and we've been together for five next month !!
          i love everything about you. smile today. <3 

athena ;
          
          we lost our beautiful boy four months ago today. i can't talk to you about this in person, and you won't answer any of my messages, which i understand, but i wanted to make sure you knew, 
          it wasn't your fault. please don't blame it on yourself. his parents messed him up, and it was no one's fault but theirs that he turned to that to help him get through it. i wish we could've send goodbye to him, the real him. it was like we'd been mourning him even while he was still here. he never deserved to be hurt like that, and i can't describe how much pain i felt everytime he saw someone say that boys don't get hurt that way. everytime someone said that guys enjoyed it, my heart broke for him a little. i love you. please try to be happy, for him. i know it's difficult, but he would've hated the thought of you not smiling everyday.
          
          
          ─ j. 

athena. 
          
          you are in every possible way the only thing that i wake up for in the morning. i miss you. i miss your smile and your laugh and everything about you. it seems selfish to complain when there are so many people with a worse fate than mine, but i truly believe not seeing you everyday is the worst fate i can think of, so i guess i cannot help but be selfish. i know that i'm stupid and i do not deserve you, and i cannot comprehend how you've put up with me for the past thirteen years but thank you for being my bestfriend and my absolute everything. all i think of is you, even when i probably shouldn't. my world revovles around you beautiful girl. 
          
          
           juliet

you're so pretty 

hi baby i know you're definitely sleeping but i just wanted to say that i love you more than anything on the whole earth (and everywhere else)!! <33 

juLIE DID MY BIO THANK YOU JULES IM IN LOVE WITH YOU 

athena ;
          
          i love you with everything i am. you are one of the most beautiful people i've ever met. i love every part of you. you have changed more people than you can imagine with your kind words. i know you have horrible days, yet you still wake up and choose to be a ray of sunshine, which i am eternally greatful for, and jealous of. your laugh is mellifluous and watching  way your bright eyes light up when you smile is ecstasy. everything about you shines, somehow even your words. 
          
          with the most love and sincerity,  juliet.