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There's a descendants aplyfic  if y'all wanna join it's by
          	@BeckyMerari1909 titled New school Descendants next generation 

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I'm planning on writing a chapter of "call of the wolf" tomorrow so expect to see an update soon I did update my cast for it I still have a couple characters to add in I have changed a couple of the people like Sam and Bella I also changed Koda I just felt like she needed to look a little younger beings she's 14 I did know I was gonna change her in the future but Paulina Alexis was a good fill in until I could properly cast her I'm sitting through a hurricane right now so I'm not sure how quickly I'll get it up and running but im gonna try to get something up soon I'm kinda terrified I've never had to deal with anything except 3 feet of snow and golf ball sized hail so this is definitely some new weather and id like a distraction but its 330 so im going to try to get some sleep! Also I will be editing because I noticed some typos 

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Sorry I haven't updated call of the wolf in a while I got hit with writers block and I've been feeling a bit sick which isn't helping the writers block I hope I feel better after I get some blood in my system I'm at a 7 probably a bit lower now my doc didn't order my transfusion idk why but I'm assuming it's from my iron levels being high (just got my medication back for that so I should be able to get my blood soon! Massive headaches going on some dizziness and been sleeping a ton .... I can't even brainstorm ideas rn because my head hurts so much. 
          
          I had a request to put my twilight/originals story Davina Claire swan back up I completely deleted it I thought I just unpublished it but no I deleted it so now I gotta go in and rewrite it start fresh so I'll brainstorm that as well but again I can't do that with this headache. 
          
          I know this sounds like excuses I promise I'm not trying to I don't really have much of a life I dropped out of school don't have a job due to some disabilities but I am studying for my GED so there's that and I'm in and out of the hospital and to be completely honest having a blood count of 7 and below feels like I'm dying...a normal blood count is anywhere from a 12.5 to 13.0 I've personally never been above 11.0 but even that didn't last long I don't make my own blood so please just bear with me I love you all...
          
          
          Also I know I sound ridiculous with pointing out that I sound like I'm making excuses I know y'all don't really care about that but I don't like feeling like I'm letting people down I was in therapy for that amongst other things for over half my life and I still can't seem to help that feeling of disappointing others.

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Was gonna try to update a book but I'm tired after watching Sam and Colby's new video so i'mma go to bed you might have noticed I unpublished a lot of my books they were not working out the way I hoped the writing is crap...I know I can do better I passed both creative writing and AP English with an A+ so I'm a bit disappointed with my work so far the only actual book I have is a twilight fanfic..a Paul Lahote story cuz let's be honest Alex Meraz is FINE af I got 2 chapters up along side my usual casting page for those who are in the book consistently I don't have bella on there because i'm thinking trying to decide if it should have bella bashing or just change the character up a bit as I'm not a big fan of her as she's written. Anyway it's titled "Call of the Wolf"