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Okay I'm about to be the realest b*tch out there rn. I'm lazy as f nowadays... whenever I have an idea for a chapter I never have the motivation to actually stretch the idea out to a full chapter. That's why it took me about a week to write a one-shot and why it takes me so damn long to write chapters. So long that I'm still in the process of writing " #GoldenShawnAccessPass", a story promoting his first album, when his second album "Illuminate" is coming out in less than 60 days. This is like incredibly sad and IM sorry to all of you who have been waiting and waiting and asking for updates and asking for stories but the thing is that I just CAN'T. It's hard to write and it's so frustrating for you guys for having to wait for even an edit of one of my chapters. On a happy note, WHO IS GOING TO #ILLUMINATEMSG BECAUSE I AM!!!! but I'm literally in the far side (Section 222 row 23) of the arena where I probably can't see him:( but hopefully I can get VIP so I can meet him again!

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Okay I'm about to be the realest b*tch out there rn. I'm lazy as f nowadays... whenever I have an idea for a chapter I never have the motivation to actually stretch the idea out to a full chapter. That's why it took me about a week to write a one-shot and why it takes me so damn long to write chapters. So long that I'm still in the process of writing " #GoldenShawnAccessPass", a story promoting his first album, when his second album "Illuminate" is coming out in less than 60 days. This is like incredibly sad and IM sorry to all of you who have been waiting and waiting and asking for updates and asking for stories but the thing is that I just CAN'T. It's hard to write and it's so frustrating for you guys for having to wait for even an edit of one of my chapters. On a happy note, WHO IS GOING TO #ILLUMINATEMSG BECAUSE I AM!!!! but I'm literally in the far side (Section 222 row 23) of the arena where I probably can't see him:( but hopefully I can get VIP so I can meet him again!

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On the other hand... I KISSED TAYLOR CANIFF ON HIS TOUR ACTUALLY SEND HELP BECAUSE I DID IT AND I CRIED AFTERWARDS AND UGHHH I MET 2/2 OF SHAYLOR MY LIFE IS COMPLETE PLUS HE LIKED THE PHOTO ON INSAGRAM SO I WAS HAPPY OKAY IM GONNA UPDATE THOSE COVERS NOW BYE

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I'm FINALLY gonna start updating my stories now! Okay I'm sorry I haven't been active on my own stories (because of my first year of high school and I was nervous about getting good grades, and I just got elected class president and that's stressful because we are planning prom 2 years early for some reason and yeah sooooo...) I'm gonna start by updating the covers of my stories because mine at the moment are lame asf.

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Omg I'm so sorry guys, I love guys wearing. girl clothes. Idk why I guess it's a fetish. That's an explanation of why almost  all of my stories have at least 1 outfit that a boy doesn't typically wear; one example: Cody in "Games" wears dresses occasionally to keep his dad happy, or how Nate wears short shorts in #GSAP. I hope that doesn't stop you from reading my stories because trust me I'm trying my hardest to update!

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I feel that I should delete the chapter "Uh oh." In "Games" because I was half asleep writing that and it's actually kinda confusing if you think about it, because I never actually explained what the game was. What do you guys think?