Everest<3

So I’ve been gone
          For too long-

Dies

Soooo
          When I first joined this app I was kinda young and very inexperienced. I would vent almost every day and almost commit everyday and scare all of my friends. Which, I am very sorry for.
          2. I was stupid. Very very stupid. And I said things to people I shouldn’t have. And I didn’t want to lose them. And I did. 
          3. I had relationships on here that I really didn’t need to have at my age. And it was right for us to move on.
          4. I was dealing with bad stuff at my age. Very very bad stuff. 
          
          
          So that’s why I am starting over. Thank you guys so much for this. I mean it it really means so much for me to have all you guys here with me for like 3 years! My discord is m0unt3verest if anyone wants to contact me besides trying to go find me on Wattpad- 
          Anyways, thank you all. I love you. And I hate goodbyes, so, see you soon :)

I just watched Rocky’s horror picture show.. and i think that Frank wouldn’t even have to ask twice for me. Be so fr bro
          
          Also I stayed up all night so I’m going to sleep ^^

Hey, Guys! How was your day?

LET ME TELL YOU WHAT MY GUIDANCE COUNSELOR SAID.
          
          so, I contacted my parents in the middle of class telling them basically “hey.. uhh im having a panic attack and I NEED YOU.” and my mom told the guidance counselor (don’t blame my mom, she didn’t know.) and the guidance counselor took me out of dance, took my phone, and told me I looked fine. Asked me what’s wrong I said idk and she said “there’s gotta be something wrong, cause I don’t know doesn’t cut it.” She said this about 4 times. Then she proceeded to tell me that I can’t cry to my parents every time something gets too hard. And apparently since I’m doing well and school and my friends adore me, nothing should be wrong. Tells me that she can gladly take my phone in the mornings so I won’t be tempted to do that again. And that I should come to her or the vice principal if I have a panic attack ever again.
          
          Alright, first of all, my therapist told me to contact my parents whenever thoughts of suicide or bad anxiety come up. My parents agreed.
          
          Second of all, they don’t do anything. They tell you to suck it up and send you back to class sobbing
          
          Third, they can’t just tell me to suck it up. I have been dealing with this for 5 years. I think I know what a panic attack is and when it’s really bad. And I wouldn’t normally call my parents because of a panic attack, yknow? Now I’m  afraid that if I actually DO go to them about these things, that they’ll say I’m the boy who cried wolf and tell my parents that I’m making up excuses, which they told me that today.
          
          My mom told me that the next time if they ask for my phone if I didn’t do anything wrong, to say no sooo… haha :)

NOT ME IN LOVE AGAIN

Hey papa do you have discord?

I GAVE MY BESTIE (My old teacher) A HUG TODAY

My therapist said that my case was severe, so I have to see her next week XD