@CrystalCry4340 eh it's ok, the good thing is I can still see her and we're still bestfriends... it's kinda weird since I have friends from when I was younger and they were childhood friends although I think I feel like my bestfriend who gave me head pats is my only true friend... it's probably from the times last year she had protected me from bullies and I had tried protecting her too... she was the first person to befriend me whenever I was alone at the start of last school year and had started getting bullied... she says that I'm her bestest friend ever and she is my bestest friend forever... I hope we can be friends for a long time although I know that there's going to be a time where we will separate but I don't mind because even if we do never see eachother again in the future I can always still look at the past at how far we've improved on being the best friends we are :) I can only hold onto the fun memories we've had together