This is really out of the blue, and I’m sorry for not checking up on you at all recently, but I really hate myself right now.
Mom caught me, for the fourth time… I’m not mad about that. I’m furious at myself for even attempting to bad-mouth her behind her back on a site that I AGREED to be banned on. I put up a reputation of her being Mother Gothel(her words, not mine), and how she’s trapping me or chaining me away from ‘the most important things to me’… and while I do care about everyone here to a ridiculous degree, it’s not all I value. And that’s not how my mom is.
I value friends, relationships, family…. Friends again..
THATS the thing I care about.. It wasn’t right for me to go behind Mom’s back in the way I did and blame her for things she only did in the first place to protect me. So… yeah. Last message before I remove myself from the internet entirely.
Mom is a fantastic guardian.. don’t blame anything on her. Blame it on me. I’m the one acting irrational and going behind her back. I’m seriously contemplating my entire existence and why I’m this screwed up to act like this. To my mom nonetheless.
Though I’m most likely coming back, if you need something to remember me by besides stories I’ve made, please listen to Battle Scars(live audiotree ver) by Paradise Fears, or Half The Glass by Allenimations & Antony Kos. Those songs, along with others, help me through life.
Bye internet. I’ll actually stay off this time. No more checkups, no more nothing until I actually learn my lesson to stay off this place. And my mind for that matter.
See yall. Enjoy your life in my absence due to my own bad decisions.
Sorry once again, Mom, for posting here. Final time I do so, I swear..