I'm not gonna lie, I have so many ideas but so little time to write them. It sometimes feels like my head is exploding because of all the pain and sadness I feel on a daily basis...

But that's okay, I just take life one step at a time and make sure I don't let my bad thoughts and ideas don't cloud my system.

I found that asking for help is okay sometimes and that I am my biggest fear. No matter how cheesy that sounds it's true. 

Sometimes I still get bad thoughts, sometimes I feel like I'm drowning, but that's fine. I learned to take my thoughts out with writing and it's a pretty good crutch for me.

WOW! OK! Now that that's done...

I have a bunch of stories out that I literally have a draft story for stories I might not publish. I love foxes and cats, P!ATD, MCR, and colors. 

I love how colors can make a ton of different thinks, it makes everything seem darker or lighter and can push or pull depth.

 I love colors like a dark blue that's considered black in some lights or a orange that's so light that you don't know if it's yellow, or a silver that's so bright it could be white.