EcstasyFeels

I'm really considering returning back with some new stories.... I've been reading a bunch on here again and I know I'm a smaller writer that doesnt get much attention but writing was a really good coping mechanism for me. The only thing with being on here is that I'm having a lot of bad urges again since I'm usually only on here when I'm in a bad mindset. It's a weird situation I'm in and I know writing helped but it also made things worse. I dont know. I'm just having a lot of conflicting thoughts. Im going back to college soon anyways and could really use the distraction. If you read this mini rant, thankyou. Im off work tomorrow and I'm really going to put some thought into it then. Theres so much history behind this site it's honestly ridiculous. No website should have such an effect on me but yet it does. I'm a mess with nobody to talk to so I'm ranting to an empty void. Jesus.

Miwa1294

Do what is best for your mental health hun, focus on yourself before focusing on others. 
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EcstasyFeels

I'm really considering returning back with some new stories.... I've been reading a bunch on here again and I know I'm a smaller writer that doesnt get much attention but writing was a really good coping mechanism for me. The only thing with being on here is that I'm having a lot of bad urges again since I'm usually only on here when I'm in a bad mindset. It's a weird situation I'm in and I know writing helped but it also made things worse. I dont know. I'm just having a lot of conflicting thoughts. Im going back to college soon anyways and could really use the distraction. If you read this mini rant, thankyou. Im off work tomorrow and I'm really going to put some thought into it then. Theres so much history behind this site it's honestly ridiculous. No website should have such an effect on me but yet it does. I'm a mess with nobody to talk to so I'm ranting to an empty void. Jesus.

Miwa1294

Do what is best for your mental health hun, focus on yourself before focusing on others. 
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EcstasyFeels

On the verge of tears. Really wish I could be out there helping but I'm small and weak and dont know how to swim so I wouldn't be much help. If you're being affected by Harvey I hope you're okay and I wish you the best of luck with you and your family. 

EcstasyFeels

So I just reached 1k reads on Daddy's Angel!!! Thank you so much. Honestly, if it wouldn't have been for those of you who were there for me through the very beginning and those of you who are with me now, I dont think I would've had the motivation to continue this story. Thank you for commenting and voting and just making this story my favorite one to write! 

EcstasyFeels

Been focusing all of my attention on Daddy's Angel which I'm really sorry for but its honestly the only story I have motivation for. I don't want to discontinue anymore stories so I'm hoping this'll end once I have the bulk of the story completed.