Eddhead26

I highly doubt I’ll ever keep motivation to finish the story, but I’m back to thinking about the Solar Eclipse AU of mine…
          	
          	No. This isn’t a promise I’ll go back to posting or writing. I still have a lot of details to figure out and not enough motivation for it. But…
          	
          	I dunno. If anyone sees this, the AU follows Solar Truth (Pure Vanilla) and Lunar Deceit (Shadow Milk… yes it’s a crk AU) through a less-than-happy story. One’s loved by the world, the other rejected by it and depicted as the villain. I’m still debating on how much of the pair’s backstory I wanna give in the main story, as I’m already planning two books for it at least, but idk if I want the second to be LD’s POV (since the main one will likely mostly follow ST, challenging as that will be for me to write as I’ve focused on LD’s lore more) or their childhood backstory in its entirety..
          	
          	No I’m not saying more details about the story in case I DO decide to publish it on here and in case anyone sees this, but idk… I think this is just more of a thought dump.

Eddhead26

I highly doubt I’ll ever keep motivation to finish the story, but I’m back to thinking about the Solar Eclipse AU of mine…
          
          No. This isn’t a promise I’ll go back to posting or writing. I still have a lot of details to figure out and not enough motivation for it. But…
          
          I dunno. If anyone sees this, the AU follows Solar Truth (Pure Vanilla) and Lunar Deceit (Shadow Milk… yes it’s a crk AU) through a less-than-happy story. One’s loved by the world, the other rejected by it and depicted as the villain. I’m still debating on how much of the pair’s backstory I wanna give in the main story, as I’m already planning two books for it at least, but idk if I want the second to be LD’s POV (since the main one will likely mostly follow ST, challenging as that will be for me to write as I’ve focused on LD’s lore more) or their childhood backstory in its entirety..
          
          No I’m not saying more details about the story in case I DO decide to publish it on here and in case anyone sees this, but idk… I think this is just more of a thought dump.

Eddhead26

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Oh my fucking god get me out of this country
          
          OUR IDIOT PRESIDENT JUST FUCKING DECLARED WAR ON IRAN. AND HES TRYING TO FRAME IT AS A FAVOR TO THE PEOPLE OF IRAN? 
          
          HE DOESNT EVEN CARE HOW MANY SOLDIERS DIE!!
          
          HES GONNA KILL THOUSANDS AT THE VERY FUCKING LEAST JUST BECAUSE HE NEEDS HIS POOR LITTLE EGO FED
          
          MOTHERFUCKER, SOMEONE ACTUALLY HAVE GOOD AIM PLEASE.

Eddhead26

So the story isn’t getting worked on still
          
          I’m still struggling
          
          The world still sucks
          
          I still have no faith in humanity
          
          But it’s fine because fictional characters genuinely save my sanity sometimes
          
          So to the nobody who ever reads these, how’s life for you?
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Or am I just talking to myself again..

Eddhead26

@Mikaloo0 oooh, I hope it gets better for you too
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Mikaloo0

@Eddhead26 I hope whatever going on gets better for you! And life a little stressful with classes going on..
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Eddhead26

Debating smth with myself, and my whole 22 followers, why not let you all help… if anyone sees this at all. Probably not but eh, never know unless I try.
          
          So, there’s a story idea of mine that I’ve been planning for about half a year now. It was originally an AU for something, but the way the story is going to go, it’s different enough from the original material to be my own story.
          
          Now, if I did decide to go original story for it, I’d have to change the phrasing and some character designs (for the sake of the book cover), but as far as that goes it wouldn’t be too much to change? Except for one character, but I’d survive.
          
          I want your thoughts. With no story details, because that’s spoilers. Duh.
          
          Do I stick with it being an AU for my own convenience or go with the original story idea?

Eddhead26

Gonna do an account reset… or well as much of one as I can? 
          
          In other words, the basically nonexistent LoV thingy is going to be gone, but I’ll leave the Lucifer x Reader story up. I made too much progress on that one and even though I likely won’t ever continue (that hyperfixation is long gone, but I still love the show) a bunch of people have read it, and I’m still kind of proud of it.
          
          That said, don’t expect anything right now. I’m working on too much personally to be consistent in updating a story at all.
          
          That’s not to say I don’t have something planned, but if I do post it don’t expect consistent updates at all. Sorry in advance.
          
          Have a good day/night!