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Hi everyone, just finished my second week back at school so I haven’t had much time to write:( if I get all my homework done over the weekend I do want to get some writing done!
Omg today has been an emotional roller coaster! Basically I’m a major panicked gay and I told the girl I like how I feel earlier (so that she could reject me and I could get over her like normal) and somehow she likes me too but because we’ve only known each other for a couple weeks, we’ve decided to stay friends and see how it goes for a while (I have no idea how long that means) which is ok cuz I wanna make sure I can be good friends with someone before dating them, you know?
So yeah, my friends are really happy for me but I’m not trying to get too excited cuz feelings can fade right? Maybe she’ll realise how insane the idea of liking me is. I also have no idea how to act around her at school on Monday, like, we know we like each other, but we aren’t dating yet. Wtf do I do? Everyone says I should act normal but I seem to have forgotten how.
Uuugghhh....