@EdensCuteGarden
Hello my flowers!
I'll be deleting my account soon, but my friend reached out to me and their story will be uploaded very soon and they gave me their account name! If you want to see what Crossfire could have become, go check out their story!
Their account is @TwiIightskies (the L is actually a capital i)
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This is... interesting to say. I want everyone to read through everything here, it's all very important
I know plenty of people were waiting for the recent chapter of Crossfire but I've come to a decision. I don't have any motivation to continue and I've felt this way for a while. I've enjoyed writing Crossfire but over time my motivation and love for writing has faded. As fun as it's been, writing feels more like a tough chore than a fun hobby. And so, I've come to the decision that I will no longer be writing Crossfire. I came to this decision both because I've been losing motivation but also because of how my personal life has gotten. I want to take time away from the internet to focus on my mental health and my real life.
But... it isnt the end for the story. I know plenty of people want to see how the story ends so let me tell you something interesting:
@EdensCuteGarden Hello there. I don't know if you remember me, but I'm the anon on ao3 who said they had to dig up their ancient wattpad account to continue reading Crossfire. I know you already took it down on ao3 but I didn't have a chance to write down your friends' version of Crossfire. I came here to say I finally found it! I'll be reading it for sure :] I also wish you the best in all your future endeavors and I hope you know I cherish every part of Crossfire. I still think about it and what could have happened but it seems I'll have another version of Crossfire to fathom about now. Take care, stay safe and thanks for writing Crossfire - Baymax
@yoramen I dont think I will unfortunately I plan to leave this acc behind sorry! This is why I'm recommending my friend's story so much because they came up with some ideas and now will be writing it as their own story! A lot of it will be carried over so read through their story when they publish it, itll give a good idea on how I wanted CF to end :)
@EdensCuteGarden aww man, i’m wishing you the best, just wanted to let you know as a silent reader i really enjoyed this story it was one of the most interesting & enjoyable stories i’ve read & i can’t lie i’m saddened but health & mental health are much more important, i’m glad you’re doing whats best for you, it was great while it lasted, i will ask tho if you are gonna leave it up? i’d love to continue rereading it :)
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If I were to turn Crossfire into an original story, would you still read it? I've been curious about doing this for a while and I'm interested in hearing what you all think of it as well!
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Crossfire update within the next few days perhaps? I've almost finished this chapter! Sorry for the long wait.
crossfire is currently my favorite book atm! it’s so good.
@tearsofher thank you so much! That means a lot, I'm working on the current chapter as of now and I'm glad people are looking forward to it!
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There was some drama on orbit Twitter the other day and I think it's worth talking about and explaining how I feel about a few things. In case you didn't know, a masterdoc was published that exposed a bunch of big orbit fan accounts (500+ followers) for reading some very explicit smut about loona.
I think it's worth saying that I don't condone sexualising the girls in ANY way, shape or form. I don't like reading smut of the girls and I think it is just another form to sexualise them. It's worth criticising people who say they're against sexualising the group only to read fics from some people who've supposedly waited for some members to turn 18 to write about them.
However, if you read the first chapter, I actually credit someone for giving me the name of Seungha. And if you check their profile, you can see that they're a smut author. My friendship with this person is complicated so I'll summarise it shortly like this: I used to be in a circle of friends (both online and IRL) that were not good for me at all and I was very impressionable at the time. They made me think a bunch of stuff and some of them convinced me smut was alright and some of them wrote it themselves.
I've since grown and stopped being friends with all of them. Between 2019, 2020 and now my opinions have changed RADICALLY into what they are now. That person credited in my chapter no longer writes smut and I'll probably remove their account since they no longer write fics at all. They've really changed as a person, and for the better since if they still wrote smut I'd probably stop being their friend.
@FelizAniverseesaw Nooo omg it's fine! I'm glad some people can relate and are moving forward- we're all better people and what matter is how we move forward and how we act now.
I just wanted to clarify that I don't support or endorse smut or sexualisation of the girls in any way and that if my past actions could hint at that, know a lot has changed in my life including my identity, beliefs and opinions. 2020 was a big year for me ^^'
TL;DR: after some orbit drama on Twitter, I'm going out of my way to clarify that I think smut is weird and gross and that whilst i used to be friends with some weird people, I'm not anymore and my opinions have changed!
Chapter 16 will continue to be written, hopefully I'll be able to update soon!
Hello my flowers!
Sorry for the long wait but a chapter will be up soon! In a few hours maybe! The chapter was meant to be LONG but due to personal reasons I've had trouble updating. This ranges from school starting up again, technology issues at home and my mom having to constantly travel back from home to the hospital due to injuries so I didnt have as much time to update! But a chapter around 10k words will be uploaded soon!
Thank you for your patience!
Hello my Flowers!
So a while ago I said I'd be leaving Wattpad but... I then came to a new decision. I know it might be confusing and all but- I'm here! I'm not planning on leaving anymore HOWEVER AO3 is still my main platform however I do not intend to leave wattpad.
This means that there are still changes:
1) Signal? Has been rebooted for 'Will You Recieve My Signal?'
2) Crossfire updates will take longer now due to the fact I'm syncing up the ao3 updates with my wattpad updates.
3) I have a Twitter! Please do consider giving it a follow IF YOU CAN! YOU SHOULD NOT BE USING TWITTER IF YOU ARE UNDER 13!
I know this is all confusing and sudden but dont fret as I believe we can all make it through this. I am here on wattpad to stay, but there are many changes. Regardless, I thank everyone who's been supporting me since day one and I hope you can all continue to support me. Thank you, my Flowers.
