i wish I had the inspiration to create - not just write here, but be creative in every aspect of my current life. I have little to no motivation or even the ability to express how I am feeling, school is too stressful, looking for an apartment is too stressful, so tomorrow I am going to my stylist and getting my hair cut off. I have had long hair for my entire life so far, I have always been known as the girl who has long, thick hair that was always pointe and now cutting it off is going to feel like such a relief to me because sometimes I feel like things from my past hold me back and being able to cut myself off from the past makes me feel in control of my present life again, so hopefully doing this and a little shopping will help me be more - me. xx gee
