Eef

Dear Technoblade,
          
          We never met, but how I oh so wish I had the pleasure to.
          You changed my life.  You changed my life and you weren’t even in it.  Not physically at least.  
          
          You passed away.  Cancer swept your kind heart away, never to be glimpsed by mankind again.
          
          At least, that’s what everyone thinks.
          
          Because Technoblade is still here, in our hearts and memories.  It sounds cliché and cheesy, but it’s the truth.
          
          I was talking to a friend earlier today, crying because one of the people who kept me going and kept me alive for so long passed, and that person was you, Techno.  We talked, and they said something that really resonated with me.
          
          It was something along the lines of this:
          
          Technoblade never dies.  Alex may have passed, but Technoblade lives on.
          
          I’m still struggling, I won’t lie.  It still pains me.  This man made me a better version of myself, and I’m not kidding.  He inspired me in my hopes for the future.  And he still does.
          
          Thank you, Technoblade.  You did a lot to help us all.  You changed us for the better.
          
          You will never be forgotten.
          
          With love,
          Ellie Lemmon
           #FuckCancer

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH MOTHER TRUCKERS
          
          AND NOW FOR ME TO SLIGHTLY PANIC BC MY PHONE GOT TAKEN AWAY AND IT HAD LGBTQA+ AFFIRMING STUFF ON THERE AND THEY ARE NOT SUPPORTIVE OF THAT IN THE LEAST
          
          AT LEAST WHEN IT COMES TO THEIR CHILD  :)

i love you

What is this???
          
          An UPDATE?!?!?!
          
          HUH
          
          IMPOSSIBLE
          
          Hope yall enjoy hehe <3

HEY MOTHER TRUCKERS GUESS WHOS BACK
          
          
          
          OH YEAH
          ITS ME, BABYYYYYY
          
          Anywho, I will (hopefully) be able to post the next chapter tomorrow (almost this morning heheh) or sometime this week due to it being my spring break.
          I am sorry for the long hiatus, things were pretty rough, not to mention I transferred schools and have half of the people I love being threatened by legal action if contact is made even if they only say hi
          
          But, things have gotten better, and my mental health is SOARING THROUGH THE ROOF, hence why I am back in business.
          
          Probably.
          
          I hope you all have been well, and that you are staying safe and healthy.  
          Love you all!  Remember to eat and drink lots and lots of agua :) 
          (Please disregard the hypocrisy practically dripping from that reminder :P )
          Anyway, see yall soon!
          
          Also if the layout of the next chapter goes a little fonky, or a lot fonky, pls tell me.
          I no longer have the laptop I used to type it out, so now I will be writing it on this old apple phone gifted to me by a friend in case anything bad happens.
          
          Hence why I have been reading fanfics, obviously.
          
          Anyway I won't hold yall any longer
          
          Love youuuu all, you beautiful human beings mwah mwah <3333

Alright actually I'm gonna post it on another acc bc my parents will then have access to this acc bc i just sent it to a friend and i forgot all about that haha

Yo i feel so bad for my friend I just found out that tumblr is unblocked and I was spamming their 'Ask Me Anything' Section with pickup lines bc they weren't replying
          
          I also kept texting them
          
          perhaps I'll insert all the stuff I've done digitally like quotes and stuff in a book a;laksjdf;alkdjf

Okay so my friends I want you to know that I am very mad at myself rn for not updating but like things have been super hectic
          
          I am transferring schools so like  :P
          and I have to study for midterms and stuff so like thats always fun ;-;
          BUT
          I might be getting my phone back haha
          so I will be updating on there
          but I will try to update before Christmas Break (because that is when I'll be turning my school computer in)
          
          Love you guys and so sorry for the lack of updates!!

Ahahahhahaha i got my account back now
          Whew i was a bit worried haha
          
          I will update when I have my computer back bc my parents took it lol and I’m using an iPad that isn’t mine it’s like the family iPad (aka the my sibling needs to chill out so movie time) and my dad is asleep on the couch like right in front of me so I need to go 0-0

OKAY SO GUYS THIS IS @Eef36520192020 I ACCIDENTALLY LOGGED OUT OF MY ACCOUNT PLEASE IM IN PAIN OMG I HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL I HAVE SOMETHING I CAN LOG INTO
          
          WELL ACTUALLY I COULD PROBABLY DO IT TOMORROW BUT STILLLLLLL