𝓜𝓾𝓽𝓮𝓭 𝓓𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓶𝓼

It's so tiring living with someone so lost in believing they have to be right all the time.
          I can hear the "you're 20+, just move out", and I agree
          
          I just can't. I have too much anxiety, can't do shit for myself with crying like a pathetic baby, the price of shit is raised tenfold so a salary wouldn't allow it, and I live in the US, where bullshit is constantly happening because our government decided to fuck us raw by allowing that pig headed fuck in office.
          
          I have always relied on my mother for a majority of my shit, and she's the absolute worst. I know it's the generational trauma, but it gets to a point.
          
          She doesn't like a certain thing, so you do something else, then she hates that as well. You're stuck in a constant loop of being stuck and miserable to appease her. And when you confront her, she brings other people into it who will all side with her to appease her and stay on her good side, even if it's something she's misremembering or getting wrong.
          
          It was a big reason why I wanted to commit after high school, and because I knew I couldn't do shit for myself, but I started to get along. And it all went back down the shitter.
          
          none of it matters to her though. Now, I am dead to her, as she said. Might as well commit to the bit now, I guess, idk

Update on the kitty! 
          
          Sorry if it sounded like we put him down, thankfully he's fine! If he had the cancer, we would of had to, but he didn't! 
          
          He's doing fine now, so much better! Almost all his teeth were pulled, sadly, so we have to mix water into his food to get him to eat it. He has pillow paw or balloon foot, it's where the pads swell up and makes walking uncomfortable, and when he yawns it's like it still hurts him a bit. 
          
          All in all, he's doing good, put on a hell of a lot of weight and he's actually eating a lot more without throwing it back up in pain.

We have other doc apps to go to, along with a vet app sometime this month (It was around the 20th) for my aunt's cat (who lives with us since they wanted to up the fucking property taxes after they realized my grandparents saved enough for us to live even though the house is literally falling apart, like?? it should be lowered you dumbass bitches??)
          
          Poor Moo-Moo (My aunt always wanted a white cat with black spots to name the bugger that and we rescued him from mcdonalds, which is pretty weird since she started talking about it and we found him right after-)
          He has feline aids, had fifteen teeth removed because of abscess, that's not counting the teeth he already lost, and had his throat and gums swollen in pain
          
          It's why he couldn't eat for a while and we just thought it was a bad tooth-
          
          And this is what Cartoon Summer wanted me to leave to happen to my cat to respond immediately to her ass
          Dumbasses on Wattpad, man
          
          And don't forget Yeonjun's boy, you dmed me and I still have it saying you can't publicly speak out about her because you'll be attacked and how you thought I was right
          Never forget
          I won't let you ^^

On a different note, dumbass docs canceled my mom's surgery??
          She's bleeding out and can't move around without bleeding more? You dumbasses knew she had a heart attack and other health issues, it's in her fucking documents. But you didn't tell us we needed shit signed when you scheduled the fucking surgery and cancelled it when we were just a bit away from it?
          
          And they've done this a bunch of times. Not that, but she was supposed to have a different surgery and just repeated one? Like you told her she was getting one surgery and gave her another that DOESN'T FUCKING HELP.
          It broke my heart because she was so distraught. She wanted it to be over with, she wanted to do things again that she can no longer do. And they keep fucking failing her.
          
          America is ass, wtf??

Fourth Wing series is ass
          
          Girlie wants a toxic relationship in her book, but the only thing she declares as toxic is the main chick being turned on by the main love inerest, like-??
          
          Honey, no. After seeing that shit firsthand, that shit isn't toxic-
          Not just that, but she loses the plot for porn, the whole book is talking about "need, need, need" always in a horny manner, misspells cum and other shit, and just killed the characters
          Like, Xaden was supposed to be the "I'll kill you" type and it read like enemies to lovers but at the end she just says it wasn't in the first book?
          
          Not just that, you can tell a woman wrote the book (coming from biological female, hey, that shit's ass) and the main protagonist (Violet) is every Wattpad Y/N ever-
          
          Short, frail little thing, too scared, gets two rare ass dragons, becomes strong, a lot of people fawn over her, she gets the main dude who is just infatuated with her (what we wish when Wattpad writers write the damn fanfiction they do). And hey, I've seen lemons written better than this book-
          
          Second book is now a damn challenge, agh-

Still gaga for Schnitzel

It's cute Cartoon Summer supports usage of slurs. Couldn't be me
          
          Also cute she got all pissy over me making a book with legit proof to turn around and make a book with a twisted version and just saying dni with me lolol
          
          Honestly, though, one part that has me rolling is where they say "see? No one agrees with you" with screenshots of their FRIENDS attacking me (not talking about the situation, just throwing insults and slurs), like??
          
          Girl, you just shot your own fucking foot, lmaaaoooo
          Plus, you don't show proof and you publicly sent a witch hunt after me
          
          And you still want to say you aren't a bitch?
          Get over yourself, lmao

Another side note, I know people are doing "crazy hear me out"s, but they aren't that crazy?
          But my crazy one?
          
          Schnitzel from Chowder
          Yes, the rock guy
          Hell yeah
          
          Rada rada rada got me going nuts

Oh oh oh, and btw, blinding lights also commented on my shit saying other people had issues with you, dipshit
          
          Not just me
          
          So, uh, yeah. Take that with what you will

Please
          It's hilarious what Cartoon Summer posted last about what happened
          
          I'm putting things in people's heads? Like they don't have free thought? Lololol
          They're seeing you for you, dumbass bitch. They see how toxic you really are. 
          
          And it's even more funny when I put a dni on them and the complained. Then, guess what? Immediately put a dni on me rofl
          
          Good god, you can't make this kind of circus shit up if you tried.
          
          And those "good points" you think people made that made me block them? Honey no. It was slurs and insults. And telling me I shouldn't take care of my mom and my responsibilities like I have to cater to your ass, like???
          Yeah, reallllll good points
          
          Fucking clown