Caspian 🜲

haiiii

HE ALSO POSTED A VIDEO OF SOMEONE SAYING "why do veterans get one day and the gays get a month" AND THEN SOME1 ELSE IN THE VIDEO WAS LIKE "they're shoving it down our throats" AND THEN THE OTHER DUDE SAID "Why dont we get a whole month" IM SO FUCKING PISSED OFF

make this make sense. my father posted on facebook "skin colour doesnt mean shit. your either a good person,or a peice of shit",but then posted an edit of tr-mp,and liked a comment that replied to it that said 'Tr-mp is boss'. 
          
          like,WHAT??
          
          I went no-contact 3 years ago,and DAMN I'm glad I did. (my father is also homophobic/transphobic and I'm trans and bi)

Worse part about schizophrenia is the thoughts that i SO BADLY want to get rid of,but I dont have the confidence to talk about it and actually get help.

im ngl,I still have stories that I havent published (is that the right word?) on here,but they r from yearss ago. Also I'm possibly schizophrenic,so thats fun (note the sarcasm)

I'm in SO much fucking pain. my left lung HURTS
          (I started vaping to cope w stress)

someone tell me why tf ive cried 4 times in the past 2 hrs,all due to seeing cute border collie puppies,plus running out of coca cola (I have more coca cola downstairs but its 5AM)

smths goin on w me. i keep randomly crying,my stomach randomly hurts,my heart is breating too loud and too strong randomly,i keep getting dizzy,i dont have good appetite,i have chest tightness,ect.
          
          someone help

i'm at butlins atm and I have a hamster and he's at home and I am gonna stay at butlins for a few days,and i'm homesick.
          
          i wanna go home to my own bed,but also i want to stay here bc theres fun stuff to do,but I miss my hamster :<

okay uhm,I'm DEFINITELY gonna post the new story I'm working on,but it's complicated and I want a few chapters done  before posting it.
          
          all I'm gonna say is its about a bipolar teen,she has a trans ftm friend,and its like a diary entry type thing,but also actual written parts of the story. its really cool,but I'm only in the draft stage atm so it definitely wont be out for a few more days or weeks!