Carbon

Whoo. I'm 20.

Man do I like fish. They're so super cool and their role in their ecosystems is amazing. Did you know there's a keystone species of fish that takes in as much, if not more, CO2 as the Amazon rainforest? There's also so many cool fish that can be scary but actually aren't! Anyways, long story short, I fuckin love fish and want to specialize in aquatic or marine Ecology or go into ichthyology.
          
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He was put down at around 9:30 today. He got to have McDonald's before he went and he loved it. There's more in my book if you want to read more. I wrote him a sort of obituary.

My dogs dying. I want to be with him but I can't just sit there and watch him. It hurts too much

Welp. I'm 18 now.

I can't believe I turn 18 in 17 days... I never thought I would have made it this long...

I try to keep the serious stuff off this page unless it's in my one book about my life but it's hard to keep such a big part of my life private. I have unknown hypermobility issues that cause me to be in chronic pain. My knees, hip, back, and shoulders can all be in pain and there really isnt anything i can do about it other than work to keep my pain at a minimum. I have crutches to keep pressure off my knees and hip, and braces to keep everything from moving too far or even subluxing like my hip. I have gloves to keep my hands from pain do to my (what is thought to be) Reynauds. Long story short, I am in chronic pain and it's part of who I am at this point and theres no reason I should hide it. 

Anyone wanna rp?

Yall ever just realize that you're going to die without love. Alone. Gay. And tired.

Dm if you want to rp