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@ChrystHopes Well I'm 15 now. But I actually learned 70% of the things (and words) I *now* know in the last year, just reading—a lot—on Wattpad.

@JeddieJay I always try doing everything I want in the best way possible and writing these things was definitely a thing I have wanted and thought to do for a bit now. Knowing that my words managed to somewhat touch you is the best thing someone could tell me (the best thing YOU could tell me). I should be the one thanking you, in fact YOU are the one making me feel all these emotions *just* writing. You're worth every single word. Every even little one.

Lol. You're not a native english speaker. Guess I have more work to do. May I ask you how old are you?

@JeddieJay I'm sorry I did a mess!

@JeddieJay I recently read your "book" «10 reasons» and uhm, I don't remember the exact title. Well I just found out that you not only seem to be amazing as a writer, but also as a person, deeply inside. Usually the two things go hand in hand with each other but that was an awesome confirm. Of course, I don't know you in person, but whoever you actually are I admire you from the bottom of my heart. And I don't want to talk any further. Thanks for reading this and again, I don't care if you won't answer. I will just care if you will. I hope you'll never let you down.
          I won't re-read what I wrote 'cause I tend to be too perfectionist and pernickety about what I write and I usually end up re-writing everything and adding too many phrases and details. What I wrote here was written in one go, on the spot. And I reached the point of no return. 
          I didn't send you a private message because I didn't want to bother you, so now I will stop or else I'm gonna punch myself in the face so hard that —well, yeah.

@JeddieJay I love observing the people all around me. On the bus, in my class, my friends... everyone. People are not just what they make others see. People are so much more. I hate when someone omit or forgets or doesn't make much of the interior aspect of every character. It's not even a fair play. Yes, yes, easy to tell someone you love them, easy to decide you want to spend the rest of your life with them, easy to do things in that way. But it doesn't work then. It doesn't even work from the start. I can't stand shallow people and you don't seem to be one of them. In fact you seem to be the exact opposite of them. And maybe I'm talking too much. Maybe I'm saying too many things, maybe I didn't write enough. 
          
          I always let the occasions slip out of my hands, but when I manage to catch them maybe I linger too much.

@JeddieJay I'm not that Misery-type of fan that wants you to write more and more no matter what. I don't care how long any sort of thing takes you to be written, provided it comes from the bottom of your will. I'd of course love to read more from you because it's obvious when you admire someone, but it's all about yourself. 
          
          You know one thing? Everytime I think about Harry and Louis (ohh and Ed) I think about the temper and the «mind» that YOU gave them, 'cause one of the best thing you do, besides writing itself, is giving every character a deep, complex and true philosophy, a deep, complex and true mind, a real life even.

@JeddieJay You are one of the people that would come to my mind if someone asked me «who does inspire you the most?». I'd spend maybe hours listing all of them but surely you would be part of that «them». I won't say that you're one of my favourite fan fiction writer or something like that. I value you as one of the writers I admire the most, one of those writers that doesn't simply put some words one after another's. One of those writers that put all his heart in what he writes, like every word was a treasure, like every concept was a little seed that needs all your cure, and your attention, and your love to become a beautiful tree, to flourish splendid blooms, to "give birth" to amazing fruits. I don't know... the fact that you are able to create not only a world, but even a universe—as I said—outside and inside the characters using just these words that all the people have in front of their eyes (and yet most of them can't use properly) is weirdly awesome (And weird in my opinion is always a compliment). You see? It's not everyone's thing. You do something that fascinates with an incredible easiness, something that has the power to capture who reads in your wonderful and insatiable web. I swear. Since I started reading your stories I can't help reading them anymore. It's not something that happens so frequently, you know. It's rare and I bless that moment in which I clicked on «Confessions of a gay Disney prince». I'm so grateful to you. When you find someone that write exactly what you need to be written but in his own weird way, you can't help but start caring about him. About him, about the character he narrates about, about his whole way to do what he does.

@JeddieJay You know, I'm happy. And I can't even explain exactly why, but I'm happy and you're welcome and thanks and all and I don't know. I... ok, I want to tell you right now what I truly think, how you truly make me feel when I read something yours—'cause I don't think my words explained enough what I wanted to say. I hope I won't be too long, but I bet I will. 
          I just wanted to say—first of all—that I'm not a native English speaker and I probably won't be as exhaustive as I would in Italian, but I do love this language a lot and I will do my best to at least try. 
          
          I'll start casually from one of the points. I'm naturally pretty chaotic though so hopefully you'll understand something.

@Anything1D You're welcome! You kind of deserve it. C: You're worth it.