Ein, I mean this to you in the kindest way possible: You don’t have to apologize for life doing its thing! You’re not invalid, you’re not hated, you’re loved and appreciated here just like everyone else. Don’t worry if you become inactive, I’m just glad to know you’re okay! As long as you’re recovering, me alongside others will always be here to support you if needed. Take the break off, don’t be better. I once heard that “being strong” is what broke people’s rails- be emotional, be mad, be scared, scream, do anything to help get the negative energy out. Just don’t let it control, bit by bit it’ll eventually go away. It helps, trust me, so we’ll be patient while you breathe. I discovered myself after years of struggling, that’s how I know you’ll be okay in the end, because I managed to make it here. You’re perfectly fine to be absent considering what’s going on for you, we’ll be waiting for you like always :D
Take care of yourself, that’s all I ask. You’re doing great, EinPierce! :3