EleanorIsAlive

Well. Hi!!! It's been a long time, hasn't it? I have made a general life update in what was my former "rants" book (I cringe at the thought), and if anyone's still here or wondered about me, hey. How are you all?
          	I'm sorry I vanished - I had a lot going on, you know?
          	Anyway, the TLDR is I'm doin better. Feel free to message me if you want to chat or catch up or know my other wattpad accounts that I'm more active on. 
          	Love you all xx

EleanorIsAlive

Well. Hi!!! It's been a long time, hasn't it? I have made a general life update in what was my former "rants" book (I cringe at the thought), and if anyone's still here or wondered about me, hey. How are you all?
          I'm sorry I vanished - I had a lot going on, you know?
          Anyway, the TLDR is I'm doin better. Feel free to message me if you want to chat or catch up or know my other wattpad accounts that I'm more active on. 
          Love you all xx

EleanorIsAlive

EVERYONE THIS IS URGENT!!!!!!!!!
          
          I AM EDITING FROSTIRON!!!!! MAKING IT BETTER AND IMPROVING THE PLOT ENOUGH FOR ME TO FINISH IT. I WILL BE UPLOADING IT UNDER A NEW TITLE, BUT IT WILL BE THE SAME BASIC IDEA. I WILL LET YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPENS.

EleanorIsAlive

It has come to my attention that I am "rude selfish and immature" so I will be deleting a lot of stuff thanks everyone

Fandomqueen9

“Happiness can be found in the darkest of places if one remembers to turn on the light”
            -Dumbledore
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Fandomqueen9

@BurningGlory I totally agree❤️! You should never give up in life!
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EleanorIsAlive

@BurningGlory And yet, my entire life is drowned in hatred. I think, for me at least, it's time to give up. Thanks for everything.
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EleanorIsAlive

Everyone,
          It's the end of the year. In half an hour, it will be 2020. So I wanted to give you my final thoughts for this decade. Wow.
          In this decade, I've gone from a child to a young woman, from innocent to wiser, from naive to world-weary. I've learned about how corrupted the world is. I've cried, laughed, made and lost friends, loved, hated and everything in between.
          This year, I've had drama. I've made mistakes. I regret some things, but I've learned.
          So:
          I'm not perfect. Neither are my  friends, parents, sister. But maybe thats okay. I can be myself without being judged. I have time to figure out who I am and what I want, and not knowing now, that's fine too. 
          I have wanted many things this decade. Some of them I've gotten, most I haven't, but I have been proud of myself a lot. I won the music award in grade 6. I started flute and oboe. I passed grade 4 on the flute. I started Bassoon. Tried like ten sports. Got a new dog. Made new friends. I have learned to cook. 
          I don't think I could ever learn as much again as I have this decade. So goodbye and thank you to 2010 - 2019. I will miss you. This change in year seems like a goodbye to childhood, and sometimes I wish I could go back and change the past. But I can't. So I'm learning now and forever to accept that.
          I feel wise for my age. Despite people telling me that I'm too young to know anything, I think I do. Because there are children who know more than adults. Whenever did we decide that age = experience + wisdom? 
          The world, it is dangerous, it is the sun. And I have touched the sun, been burned to a cinder. But maybe a cinder can change the world. My version of the butterfly effect. 
          Reflect on the decade with fondness. Go change the world. I'll be here if I'm needed, for any of you. 
          Happy new year,
          Elle xoxo