ElenaJames9

To all who's been waiting for me to update, I'm truly sorry. In this six months from now i will unavailable to have any contact to wattpad because I'm preparing my b1 german and already had plan in ahead how focus i must be. I really appreciate those who voted and give my fanfic a chance to be read. Also, turns out i wasn't really in my 'emo teenager phase' I've talk to doctor and look through the internet, even taking a test. And it turns out, i suffer deep depression that it can actually fatal to my mental stability. My parent has no knowing about this and i attempt to keep it that way. I hope you can forgive my sudden hiatus, stay safe everyone :)

tired_misu

@ElenaJames9 stay safe and take your time <3
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_belieberxoxo

I’m so sorry, my heart goes out to you, be safe :)! And we’re always waiting for you!
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ElenaJames9

To all who's been waiting for me to update, I'm truly sorry. In this six months from now i will unavailable to have any contact to wattpad because I'm preparing my b1 german and already had plan in ahead how focus i must be. I really appreciate those who voted and give my fanfic a chance to be read. Also, turns out i wasn't really in my 'emo teenager phase' I've talk to doctor and look through the internet, even taking a test. And it turns out, i suffer deep depression that it can actually fatal to my mental stability. My parent has no knowing about this and i attempt to keep it that way. I hope you can forgive my sudden hiatus, stay safe everyone :)

tired_misu

@ElenaJames9 stay safe and take your time <3
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_belieberxoxo

I’m so sorry, my heart goes out to you, be safe :)! And we’re always waiting for you!
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_belieberxoxo

Hi are we getting a new update for hierarchy soon? Or is it discontinued

ElenaJames9

@_belieberxoxo unfortunately I can't promise you anything. Not that i don't feel like continue, but my schedule is very tight now that I'm focusing on my school. I'll try to continue again if i have the time. Sorry and thank you for reading it:')
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ElenaJames9

My new german's teacher so mean:( i was so busy during the day so i had to google translate help just ONCE during tuition(i even ask permission because i had handful day) but now everytime i get things right or hesitate, she thought i was cheating, it really ruin my confidence knowing the language. The other girl besides me hesitate too much to answering her questions yet she didn't get accused of anything. Just because I'm younger she double standard me with the other participate. I was so happy learning germans now i hate it and have no energy to continue. I can't tell anyone about this so i ramble here since no one in my family knows my wattpad. I have very severe anxiety and her pressuring me wasn't really helpful at all.｡:ﾟ(;´∩`;)ﾟ:｡

ElenaJames9

@LittleIce7 i swear you made me fall in love with you more and more:')) thank you
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LittleIce7

@ElenaJames9 Just think of what you love and do your best. No matter what people around you say, don't let them get in your way. You can definitely get through it. I'll always be waiting for you here. (In this safe space, wattpad) *hugging you*
            
            From someone who also studied languages ​​(I majored in Japanese), of course the path is hard but I believe in you ( ͡° ε ͡°)♥ my love.
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ElenaJames9

Can anyone help me where to find i tame the tyrant and ran away novel version? Wattpad delete and i was working on my draft to continue My Own. I can't do it the comic version because it left some part from the novel. If anyone find it please tell me so that i can continue to finish the fanfic

ElenaJames9

Ngl i hate the new season of TUA. The ending was rush, five betrayed his brother by kissing his wife(some thoughts this differently but i really hope their relationship doesn't change just because they got stuck for 7 years. Not to mention the actual age gap), lots of things wasn't explain properly and they FCKING DIE AT THE END?!!

ElenaJames9

Is it just me or kids at 18 is at the most dramatic, emotional, and vulnerable moment at their mental? All i did in the house were simple, my parent is strict yet love me in a...uniqe way, and i don't have deadly illness. But i always felt like I'm drowning and couldn't breath, everything is suffocating and my head feels like it's going to explode any moment. I'm not even on my period.༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ

ElenaJames9

@ElenaJames9 can't. All of them live far away and couldn't keep their mouth shut(like literally couldn't keep something for 5 minutes) so I'm on my own:')
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_belieberxoxo

It’s understandable trust me, especially when you already have a feeling how they’ll react and it will turn into something that it shouldn’t, but it’s not normal to say that you feel that they love you in a “kinda way” it should be guaranteed no notated what with confidence, have you ever tried reaching out to extend family members sometimes they’re easier to talk fo
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ElenaJames9

@ElenaJames9 i guess it's general then. I do feel like i want to tell them my secret but at the same time i feel like i can't trust them 100%(⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)
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