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anyways. posted my first chapter to my other story.

im awake and its 4am where I'm at.

august was a busy month.

i got so many ideas for my story! its almost impossible to keep up.

quick update. I'm in california now.. waiting on baby # 4. baby boy actually. and I'm pretty much excited to meet him but not so much the circumstances in which he will be here under.

My heart bleeds. 
          Any implants are like seeds. 
          With these I build my house.
          For all the fears to keep out.
          But they break down my walls.
          Rummaging through more than halls.
          Windows to my soul.
          Jumping off this bridge, free falling. Sounds like a goal.
          My heart bleeds.. 

This Tampa trip was well deserved. 

I love listening to old school alternative rock

I cant stand you and what sucks is that for at least 2 more years I have to tolerate your fucking existence. but once time is up.. I promise you.. you're gonna wish you never fucked around. cause you are going to find out.

honestly. kick rocks.