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I literally cried while reading the story, like I finished it rn but it's just that I can't express my love for this book, I cried with them, laughed with them, and most importantly felt with them. You know I don't go around promoting some bad stories so when I say I recommend you this, I fucking mean it! Also I love the writing style and like everything so what I'll say is give it a shot, you may not like zayn or even 1d but trust me this story is something else.
Love ya
Shree
https://www.wattpad.com/story/56323672