El

Back to existence 

Haven't been on here in a while... I'm proud to say that while doubting myself all year, I graduated high school on May 13 :) Class of 2016 man! Next journey: college 

In school suspension tomorrow and 4 more days after that  Thank you drug dog 

@itshannahlol1 You're welcome, and thanks!!!

Thanks for the follow :)

@_BabyBrittany_ You're welcome 

I'm not the person you think you see 
          'Cause I've got demons inside of me 
          I may have a smile on my lips 
          But I have cuts on my wrists and hips 
          You see I'm damaged, fractured, and broke I'm surprised I still have hope 
          No one loves a broken girl 
          Especially not in this big bad world, 
          I'm too far gone and you can't save me now 
          So I will just keep falling down, down, down
           Into the depths of my own demise 
          But it's nothing new, not a surprise, 
          These demons here hate me so 
          Sometimes I think I should just go 
          'Cause I welcome death with open arms
           Death looks nice, it has so much charm,
           Nobody here loves me anymore 
          And life is such a dastardly chore 
          They want me gone, I can tell so much 
          And someone told me to never trust 
          So now I know everyone lies 
          This is what many people need to realize,
           But people will always trust 
          'Til that trust turns to dust 
          And take a shot in the dark 
          Until they are torn apart, 
          And now maybe you see 
          Why I have demons haunting me 
          But if you do not 
          Then you don't know the battles I've fought
           And don't judge me at all 
          Because I will just continue to fall

Yes, I'm a b***h these days. I've gotten tired of people's s**t and how they think they can walk all over me. I've learned to say no, mainly from someone who taught me a lot about myself, now he's gonna do the same for someone else. It's okay to be yourself, but once stuff starts happening, have a say in it, put a stop to it. I've had a bad temper lately and I'm gonna try to work on it. To everybody I've taken it out on, I'm sorry. You know me, that's not something I would normally do...

Glad to know I was your side girl