Guys I have a theory the author writes about ed and suicidal thoughts and I know for me personally I use my writing as an outlet for my mental health and creating characters I can relate to so maybe they empathized with the suicidal thoughts and maybe they unalived themselves. I really hope it’s not the case and thinking about it makes me tear up because I know how it feels and I hate to think that someone (especially such a talented writer) gave up on themselves. If any of you can relate to depression, suicidal thoughts, self harm, and Eds my comments are always open and I would love to help in any way possible or just listen if you need to vent. I’ve been through it all and I’m still going through some stuff but I’m getting better and I’d love to offer advice or support or anything. I love you all and hope you live long and happy lives