Someone I know went missing, not to long ago like legit only a couple of days ago, the thing is I only found out about it today. Do you know how bad I feel? Yes, I know I was sick during this, so sick I needed help to stand, vomiting until I couldn't be able to breath cause I did it so much I couldn't take air in. And a bunch of other things I don't wanna mention, but still I feel terrible my heart hurts and I don't just mean emotionally, I mean tangibly, as in physical pain. I keep rubbing the area to soothe it, but it's not working. I tried other things but nothings working. Nothing works. I know how the real world works. I KNOW, BUT WHY, WWWHHHHYYYYY? Why does it hurt soooooooo, so MUCH? I'm sorry just wanted to rant my thought's whilst crying for a little bit, even if no one read it or replied!