Ok I'm going to be straight up. I haven't updated my stories in like a month And one of them in 4. I know, as doing this for fun I never expected people to read it lol, so I guess I fket pressured and anxious so I deleted the app. I now if I deleted it, my account went away but the notifications did. I now realised by a comment the feeling of the people who are kind and tell me to take my mind so I'm not going to run away anymore and instead take a break when I want too without making excuses and take as long as I want so I don't feel pressured and decide to runaway from it again. I'll probably start updating things in the new year.
