Elizabeth

Heyyy do you still use this account?

Have you ever just met someone, 
          Felt a connection, 
          Let all your social anxiety go away,
          Just immediately clicked from the start,
          No akward stage,
          You stay up late talking about random shit,
          Around four in the morning you guys still talking,
          Randomly getting a Complement from them,
          Getting told you're beautiful and once believing it,
          You smile at their texts....
          
          You started loving them,
          But you don't understand in what way,
          You worry a lot about them,
          When they're not online on their usual times,
          You keep asking if they are okay,
          
          You thought you lost them,
          Cried all night thinking they aren't still alive,
          Getting a message from their mother saying they're barely holding on,
          
          Fianily talking to them again,
          Being the biggest memory they can remember ,
          It made me feel special knowing I'm their best friend,
          But did I secretly love them as more?
          That I have zero clue about.
          
          But suddenly something happend to me,
          Laying in hospital bed,
          I have forgotten most stuff,
          But Them I remembered, 
          But I didn't wanna sound inlove I mean,
          Am I right ,
          So lied that I forgot them too.
          
          I said I'm sorry I remember you, 
          Getting suddenly blocked, 
          I must of asked atlease a dosen people to send them I'm sorry,
          Last thing I heard from them being ,
          I'm done with her, 
          I never wanna hear from her again...
          
          Was it really worth lying ,
          I wanted to protect them 
          They have hurt me so much,
          I sound like a girl going through A break up,
          
          But this is so much more,  they were my best friend, and still is
          I sended them one last next through a group ,
          Saying goodbye, 
          I hope they're okay ,
          I will forever miss you short ass 
          
          Even if you've hurted me too,
          I still love you Dickhead
          
          
          
          (And you still have zero idea about this account I hop
          
          

I promise Her first and last will get better 

HELLO PEOPLE
          
          I FIANILY decided to publish abit 
          I published the first two chapters out of 65 
          So basically a sneak peak

My book I'm busy writing 
          
          FANTASY 
          
          
          Jemisha Viviers
          the most  Beautiful girl know to man kind....
          Her Royal status was gone when she was four years old.
          that's when her and her mother went to New York...
          
          Jemisha On Her Journey all alone nobody by her side... 
          
          She goes to go see what she has inherited from the family.
          
          she finds an old mysterious book that takes her to a whole different world..
          
          Will she discover places she hasn't seen in her entire life , meet new people.....
          
          
          Only mature things are swearing...