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Lyric if the day 3
          
          The itsy bitsy spider went up the water spout
          Downed all the beer to drown the voices out
          Up came the sun and brang back all the pain
          So the itsy bitsy spider went out to drink again
          Stuck in a cycle, no one can tell us the way that this might go
          And everyone looking at me like I'm psycho
          You know you should be better, you know you gotta change
          You knew I wasn't ready, I knew you'd never stay
          You knew I wanted more than just your web of lies
          So I'll say goodbye
          One shot, two shot, three
          Feel those bad feels leave
          Four shots, nine shots, eleven
          Just can't learn his lesson
          The itsy bitsy spider went up the water spout
          Downed all the beer to drown the voices out
          Up came the sun and brang back all the pain
          So the itsy bitsy spider went out to drink again
          Creeping and crawling, head in the toilet, you might just fall in
          Mama been calling, wish she could take it back, not what she wanted
          Dreaming of drinking, what are you thinking?
          Back of your mind be confessin'
          You know it ain't worth it, she don't deserve it
          Caught in your deadly obsession
          One shot, two shot, three
          Feel those bad feels leave
          Four shots, nine shots, eleven
          Just can't learn his lesson
          The itsy bitsy spider went up the water spout
          Downed all the beer to drown the voices out
          Up came the sun and brang back all the pain
          So the itsy bitsy spider went out to drink again
          Ahh (don't make this harder than it has to be)
          ahh (you got until the count of three)
          (And by the end I'm leavin')
          You're on the edge of losing me
          Don't make this harder than it has to be
          You got until the count of three
          And by the end I'm leavin'
          The itsy bitsy spider went up the water spout
          Downed all the beer to drown the voices out
          Up came the sun and brang back all the pain
          So the itsy bitsy spider went out to drink again
          The itsy bitsy spider went out to drink again

Lyric of the day: 2 I thought that everybody gets older
          But I guess that's not the case
          'Cause you said goodbye to your family last night
          You were only twenty-eight
          And the year is gonna get a lot colder
          But you'll always be stuck in June
          When the trees turn red, will it hit me then
          That I'm not gonna see you soon?
          I never said goodbye, and now it's sinkin' in
          That the last time I saw you, we were kids
          I guess the hardest part of gettin' old
          Is that some people that you love don't
          Yeah, I thought that everybody gets better
          But I guess that's not the truth
          Took a drive last night, tried to clear my mind
          But I turned the whole highway blue
          Yeah, I cried when I read
          The last text that you sent
          'Cause I'll never see those three dots there again
          I never said goodbye, and now it's sinkin' in
          That the last time I saw you, we were kids
          I guess the hardest part of gettin' old
          Is that some people that you love don't
          And I don't know what to
          Say to your little brother
          Who am I to say, "It's gonna be okay"?
          My mom's friends with your mother
          Catchin' up is never gonna be the same
          No more text on your birthday
          Every time another friend says your name
          No, I don't know what to say
          
          :(( 

Oh lol, I still have books to write…

Update: my followers are gonna be called “nightmares” because my twitch name is “alyces nightmare” so anyone that followed me are called my nightmares.

I almost died a few minutes ago.

Who the hell is ready for a chapter of “the enemy.”!!!
          
          I sure as hell am!! 
          
          Writing the last bit as we speak!

I’m officially writing for “the enemy.”

Slay what you want to slay. And let the slay out. 
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          SLAY SOUL SISTER-