Hey, kind of an update. My bestest friend is currently at the hospital because she had a bit of an accident in the shower. I think she said she fainted, slipped and hit her head. I'm really worried about her, I'm so scary that something is wrong. I honestly don't know what I do without her, she means so much to me and I love her so much. At first she wasn't going to go to the hospital but her current girlfriend said that she needs to and you know what...that's exactly what I would have said to her as well if I was there. She doesn't worry about herself and that scares me because she always worries and makes sure that I'm okay. I feel so guilty for not talking to her for awhile, I'm always doing that too her and now that this has happened to her I can't help but worry. Even when I do speaking to her, I always talking about her and all the stupid, funny things we do. She's been keeping me updated though, unlike me who doesn't and just makes her worry. I just...really, really don't want to lose her. I want nothing more than for me and her to be besties forever until we're of old age or even 60 ft under ground next to each other. So I'm praying to god that she'll be okay. Please be okay.